CF brkq vfly dI
puMinaf df cMn cVHdf
DrqI pitafly dI
pitafly bfry pitafly dy hI iek ipafry sLfier dosq kulvMq gryvfl df ieh
twpf pVH ky mYnUM msLhUr spYinsL kvI lorkf dI cMn bfry ilKI kivqf Xfd af
geI, ijs ivc Auh ilKdf hY:
jfmxI huMdf hY
pYirs qy ciVHaf cMd
iksy mry hoey sLihr qy
cVHdf hY pIlf pIlf
hrf vI ho jFdf hY
lok-kQfvF df cMd
kdI jfly vrgf vI
kdI sLIsLy dy tukiVaF ivc Pisaf hoieaf
ryigsqfnF dy asmfnF qy
KLUnI cMd vI cVHdf hY
pr duwD icwtf cMd
aslI cMd, cVHdf hY
isrPL inwky ipMz dIaF
cuwp kIqIaF kbrF qy (anuvfd: avqfr jMizaflvI )
mYnUM Xfd hY mY pitafly bfry iek kivqf
ilKI sI, Auh vI cMd dy ibMb nfl hI sLurU huMdI sI
EQy sUrj muMdrF pf ky cVHdf hY
qy cMn kfly csLmy pihn ky
1966 ivc rxDIr kflj kpUrQlf qoN bI ey krn qoN bfad aYm ey pMjfbI krn df
PYslf hoieaf qF ieh PYslf krnf bfkI sI ik aYm ey ikwQy kIqI jfvy. mYnUM
zf dlIp kOr itvfxf, pRo gulvMq isMG, zf aqr isMG vrgy nFvF dI kisLsL
pitafly vwl nUM iKwc rhI sI. myrf sflm hmjmfqI vIr isMG rMDfvf KLflsf
kflj jlMDr dy hwk ivc sI. Aus df kihxf sI svyry GroN rotI Kf ky sfeIklF
qy jlMDr jfieaf krFgy qy lAuZy vyly af ky Kf ilaf krFgy. afKLr asIN tOs
kIqI. tOs vIr isMG ijwq igaf pr mYN tOs qoN vI munkr ho igaf qy dUjy idn
pitafly nUM jFdI krqfr bws PV leI. qIey idn vIr isMG vI EQy phuMc igaf.
pitaflf myry leI iek alokfr dunIaf dy drvfjLy vFg KuwlHf. keI sfl mYN
ies dI alokfrqf ivc guafcf irhf. ies dI alokfrqf dy myly ivc mYN qy vIr
isMG vI ivwCV gey. muV ky asIN pitafly qoN bfhr af ky hI imly. pitafly
nUM alokfr bxfAux ivc sfihq klf dI hI pRmuK BUimkf hY. ivsLv sfihq klf
dI dunIaf ivc pRvysL krnf myry leI eyQy af ky hI sMBv hoieaf. lorkf,
bRYPLq, nyrUdf, soKLoklIjL, sfrqr, kfmU eyQy iesqrF hI sn ijvyN kpUrQly
bfvf blvMq, hirBjn isMG, isLv kumfr, mIsLf. lorkf, bRYPLq, nrUdf mYnUM
pihloN pihl iksy lfiebRyrI dIaF sLYlPLF qy nhIN imly, Auh mYnUM pitafly
dIaF glIaF bfjLfrF ivc, sVkF qy lflI nfl qury iPridaF imly. lflI jI rfq
idny nfvlkfrF dy ikrdfrF qy kvIaF dy ibMbF ivckfr rihMdy hn, AunHF dI
Xfd qy igafn ivc jdoN Aus dI isrjxf-sLkqI qy klpnf juVdI hY qF Auh
afpxIaF gwlF nfl dupihrF nUM zUMGIaF rfqF ivc bdl dNydy hn qy zUMGIaF
rfqF nUM svyrF ivc. iek sLfm pMjfbI XUnIvristI pitaflf ivc lflI jI mYnUM
kihx lwgy: cwl kvI, sLihr cwlIey?
pYdl hI? mYN puwiCaf.
nhIN, kQf qy svfr cwlFgy.
asIN cwl pey. AunHF koeI kQf sLurU kIqI.
mYnUM Auh sPLr iek sur rIal sPLr vFg Xfd hY.
iek vfr hostl ivc myry kol mohnjIq afieaf hoieaf sI. rfq nUM igafrF ku
vjy asIN bwqI buJf ky rjfeIaF ivc vVn hI lwgy sF ik kmry dy drvfjLy qy
dsqk hoeI qy afvfjL afeI: kbrF ivc pYx lwgy EN? Eey kbrF qF qyeIvrHy
zUMGIaF ho geIaF. kbrF Auqy koeI Puwl bUtf hI bIj idE, sLuhidE [[[ mYN
AuT ky drvfjLf KoilHaf, lflI sfihb KVy sn: stov jgf kvIaf, qwqf pfxI Dr
dy, awg sulGfE sLfiero, bVI Audfs hY rfq [[[ pVy mjLfr py kuC hYN dIey
Xy tUty hUey ienHIN sy kfm clfE bVI Audfs hY rfq lflI sfihb ny gwl pMjfb
dy btvfry qoN sLurU kIqI. qyeI vrHy zUMGIaF hoeIaF kbrF df rfjL KuwlHf.
Edo btvfry nUM qyeI sfl hoey sn. lfhOr dI iPlm ieMzstrI qoN gwl mInf
kumfrI qwk, mInf kumfrI qo mDUbflf qwk, mDUbflf qo mYryiln mnro qwk,
mnro qoN cfrlI cYpiln qwk, cfrlI cYpiln qoN Aus dI iPlm dy gRyt izktytr
qwk ijs ivc qfnfsLfh glob nUM Putbfl bxf ky Kyz irhf hY. Aus ny iek vwzI
ikwk mfrI, glob Auizaf, sfzy hostl dy AuproN dI Auzdf pUrb ivc sUrj bx
ky izg ipaf. ieAuN sfzI svyr ho geI. myrIaF XfdF df pitaflf iek sur-rIal
sLihr hY ijwQy sUrj muMdrF pf ky afAudf hY qy cMn kfly csLmy lf ky.
drKLqF dIaF sLfKLF rfg vFg AuTdIaF hn. pfxI kMZy Augy vlfieqI awk dy
Puwl Coty Coty jfmnI spIkr huMdy hn. pfxI ivc kwK pwqf izgx nfl jo Coty
Coty BMvr pYdf huMdy sn Auh aYl pI irkfrz vFg vwjdy sn. iek sLfm asIN
pRoPYsr rfjLdF dy zyry afey. nvIaF nvylIaF ikqfbF qy irkfrzF nfl Biraf
Gr, moh-BrIaF awKF vfly rfjLdF df pivwqr hfsf, ilsLkdy glfsF ivc sony
rMgf pfgl pfxI, kfly pfxI dI GuMmxGyrI vrgf GuMm irhf aYl pI -jIAUiesL
mYlozIjL (XhUdI surF ) mYN AunHF surf nUM suxn lwgf qF Auh ajIb idRsLF
ivc anuvfd hox lwgIaF. lflI jI nUM asIN iek vfr puwiCaf qusIN kuJ ilKdy
ikAuN nhIN? Auh kihx lwgy: ilKF ikvyN? myry iek pfsy buwlHy sLfh KVf dyK
irhf, dUjy pfsy dosqo vskI kih irhf: idKf qF kI iliKaf [[[kihMdy ny lflI
sfihb jdoN bI ey kr rhy sn qF Auh iek khfxI ilK ky afpxy iek bhuq hI
pVHy ilKy mfmf jI kol lY ky gey, ijnHF ny khfxI pVH ky lflI nUM ikhf: jy
ilKxf hY qF dosqovskI qoN koeI agFh dI gwl kr, nhIN qF ilKx dI koeI loV
nhIN. sLfied ieh gwl lflI horF dy mn ivc pUrnqfvfd dI iek aphuMc cotI bx
geI. mYN ijMny sfl pitafly irhf, ienHF dyKx vfilaF koloN Cup Cupf ky jF
sLfied ies sLyar qoN hOslf lY ky ilKdf qF irhf ik: apny alPLfjL myN bfq
apnI kho mIr kf sLyar qo mIr kf sLyar hY pr Cipaf bhuq Gwt. bfad ivc
pUrnqfvfd nfl sMvfd kridaF mYN ieh sLyar iliKaf: lwK sPLf mYN Poilaf,
ikiqEN vI nf lwiBaf qF hI ilKxf pY igaf, apxy jI df hfl jdoN asIN
pitafly gey, BUqvfVf AujV cuwkf sI pr BUq aksr afAuNdy jFdy rihMdy.
gurBgq isMG, hirMdr isMG mihbUb, nvqyj BfrqI. eyQy hI mYnUM nUr pihlI
vfrI imilaf. nUr dI afvfjL ivc aksr asIN kMÕxF df gIq suxdy. nUr kol
bhuq sfrIaF pusqkF huMdIaF, jo afm qOr qy pYguien pRkfsLn dIaF huMdIaF.
ies leI mYN qy pojLIar ny nUr df nfm rwiKaf hoieaf sI: pYguien pfqsLfh.
eyQy hI mYN kulvMq gryvfl horF nUM gfAuidaF suixaF: mF myrI pIhdI ey,
inwkf inwkf dfxf. kulvMq gryvfl dI afvfjL iksy vgdy KUh dIaF ClkdIaF
itMzF coN ikrdI prBfq vFg hnHyry ivcoN AuTdI, aMimRq vylf bxdI. sLfied
qIh sfl ho gey pr hfly vI Ausdf asr Xfd hY. iek rfq hostl ivc sB dosqF
dy qKLwlus rwKy jfx lwgy. pYtrn ieh sI ik nfm suBfa nfl imldf hovy qy
bMdy dy ipMz jF sLihr dy pihly awKr nfl nfm df pihlf awKr imldf hovy.
ZfrvI df nfm rwiKaf igaf: lyikn luiDafxvI. rvI luiDafxy df sI qy Auh
afpxI gwlbfq ivc lyikn df iesqymfl bhuq krdf sI. nUr df jnm kot kpUry
ivc hoieaf sI, Ausdf nfm rwiKaf igaf: kMÕx kot kpUrvI, myry ipMz pwqV
klF nfl myl ky koeI nfm nf lwiBaf qF ijly nfl myl ky rwiKaf igaf:
jstIPfeIz jlMDrI. rxjIq bfjvy ny ikhf mYN btfly qoN hF, Ausdf jo qKLwlus
rwiKaf igaf, Aus dI Auh qfb sih nf sikaf qy kihx lwgf: dosqo asl ivc mYN
gurdfs pur qoN hF, myrf qKLwlus gwgy qoN rwKo, nf ik bwby qoN. jo nfm
gwgy qoN rwiKaf igaf Auh bwby qoN rwKy gey nfm qoN vI vwD KLqrnfk sI. so
rxjIq gurdfs pur qoN dOV ky kfdIaF phuMc igaf. kihx lwgf myrf jnm kfdIaF
df hY so myrf nfm kwky qoN rwKo. dosqF ny kwky qoN nF rwKx vyly vI KLYr
nf gujLfrI pr rxjIq kol jfx leI koeI hor sLihr jF ipMz nhI sI. so rxjIq
ny hws ky afpxI hsMdV bybsI nfl Auh nfm pRvfn kr ilaf. pr iek nfm jo
bhuq Pibaf qy iniBaf, Auh sI pojLIar pitaflvI. ieh nfm surjIq mfn nUM
idwqf igaf. surjIq suhxf sunwKf sI qy hY. kuJ Auh pojL krky kuVIaF nUM
Brmf lYdf sI. jdoN Aus dI iksy nfl dosqI jobn qy huMdI qF Auh sfnUM Gwt
vwD hI imldf pr iPr iksy sLfm Auh afpxIaF sLrbqI awKF nUM gulfbI krI
XfrF dy bUhy qy af jFdf. asIN smJ jFdy swjry tuwty inhuM dI khfxI. Auh
kuJ idn Audfs rihMdf qy iPr nO br nON ho ky JnF dy pwqx qy af jFdf.
awQrU tYst itAUb c pf ky vyKFgy kwlH rfqIN qUM iks mihbUb nUM roieaf sI
ieh sLyar mY qyry bfry hI iliKaf sI. mYN aksr surjIq nUM CyVdf hF. eyQy
hI mfJy dy awKV jwt joigMdr kYroN nfl myrI dosqI hoeI. kYroN nfl myrI
dosqI Ausdy supinaF kfrx hoeI. Auh aksr hr svyr AuT ky afpxy supny
suxfAudf. iek idn Auhny supnf suxfieaf: ipMz ivc corI ho geI. ipMz dI
pMcfieq bYTI ieh socx leI ik corF nUM ikvy pkiVaf jfvy. iek isafxy ny
ikhf: pMco, qusIN Auh gwl qF suxI hovygI ik corF nUM mor pY gey. so
ienHF corF nUM lwBx dI izAUtI morF dI lfeI jfvy. supny df aglf idRsL sI
ik nihr dI ptVI qy sYkVy hI mor afpxy pMK KolHI KVy hn qy AunHF dy
sLwPLfPL aks nihr dy pfxI ivc pY rhy hn. pitafly ivc hI Auh pfplr df
drKLq hY ijhVf Aus vyly hvf ivc JUl irhf sI ijs vyly Aus dy hyToN dI Auh
sLKLs lMiGaf hY ijs bfry mYN iliKaf:
koeI zflIaF coN lMiGaf hvf bx ky
asIN rih gey ibrK vflI hfa bx ky
pYVF qyrIaF qy dUr dUr qIk myry pwqy
izwgy myrIaF bhfrF df gunfh bx ky
qy eyQy hI iek sLfm iek ivdf dy vyly mY
iliKaf sI:
myrf sUrj zuwibaf hY, qyrI sLfm nhIN hY
qyry isr qy qF ishrf hY, ieljLfm nhIN hY
eynf hI bhuq hY ik myry KLUn ny ruwK isMijaf
kI hoieaf jy pwiqaF qy myrf nfm nhIN hY
eyQy rihMidaF hI Auh lfl hnHyrI JuwlI ijs nUM nkslbfVI lihr kihMdy hn qy
ies dI sfrQkqf inrfrQkqf bfry KLUMKLfr bihsF hoeIaF. eyQy hI nUr ny qy
mYN kljug nF dI imMnI pwiqRkf kwZI. anykF ichry jo bfad ivc hor sLihrF
dI jLInq bx gey, mYN pihlI vfr eyQy hI dyKy: zf aqr isMG, jogf isMG,
sUbf isMG. qRYlocn vI afpxIaF jfnlyvf bycYnIaF smyq eyQy hI imilaf. eyQy
hI imilaf rxjIq isMG bfjvf jo BfsLn pRiqXogqfvF ivc hmysLf awvl rihMdf.
Auh BfsLn BFvyN gurU nFnk dyv jI bfry huMdf jLjF afeInstfeIn bfry, Drm
bfry huMdf jF afDuinkqf bfry Auh ies pihry nfl hI sLurU huMdf: pRDfn jI,
smyN dy rUpfqmk gqIsLIl pRpMc ivc, pwCmI pOxF dy sMgIq nUM suxdf, hod qy
axhod dy qfxy ivc AuliJaf, jLmIn qy asmfn ivc ltikaf, vsqUaF nUM pRLqIkF
ivc prvriqr krdf afdmI df puqlf ikwDr nUM jf irhf hY? Aus dI sLfbidk
hnHyrI sfhmxy koeI nf Tihrdf. qy iPr Auh idn afieaf jo ies sfry JuMz
ivcoN bhuiqaF dy iKMz puMz jfx df sbwb bixaf. XUnIvristI ivc gurU nFnk
dyv jI dI pMj sO sflf jnm sLqfbdI mnfeI jf rhI sI. pMzfl sjy hoey sn.
koeI kydrI mMqrI, sLfied cvfn BfsLn dy irhf sI. pihlF hI imQy gupq
pRogrfm muqfibk iek grm ividafrQI ny ijLMdfbfd murdfbfd sLurU kr idwqf.
hPVf dPVI mc geI. ispfhIaF ny lfTI cfrj sLurU kr idwqf. kuJ dOV gey, kuJ
PVy gey. ienHF ivc iek rxjIq rMgIlf sI. iek ispfhI ny iek ividafrQI nUM
gMdI gfl kwZI. rMgIly ny ispfhI nUM ikhf: sLRI mfn, afpxy sLbd vfps lvo.
ispfhI ny sLbd qF vfps kI lYxY sn, AunHF lPLjLF df lfTIaF ivc anuvfd
krnf sLurU kr idwqf. rMgIly df kuwt kuwt burf hfl kr idwqf. Auh rMgIlf
BfrqIX BfsLf sMsQfn, mYsUr ivc kMm krdf hY. sLfied sLbdF nfl ies ajb
irsLqy ny Aus nUM BfsLf ivigafnI bxf idwqf. hux pitafly jFvF qF mYnUM
myrIaF XfdF df pitaflf nhIN imldf. hux vI EQy sfzy vrgIaF bycYn afqmfvF
hoxgIaF. hux vI drKLqF dy pwqy Auz Auz ky pYVF qy izgdy hoxgy, pr myrf
pitaflf hux myry mn ivc hI vsdf hY, DrqI Auqy nhIN. jd pihly idn mYzm
itvfxf dI klfs ivc gey sF qF AunHF ny ikhf sI: iek dunIaf aMdr asIN vsdy
hF, iek dunIaf sfzy aMdr vsdI hY. ies vfk dI pUrI smJ hux hI afeI hY.
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