vgdI ey rfvI
- virafm isMG sMDU
 

(‘vgdI ey rfvI’ virafm isMG sMDU hurF df pfiksqfn dI Xfqrf nfl sbMDq pRsMg hY. ies vfr qoN asIN pfTkF dI idlcspI leI iesnUM ‘sIrq’ ivc iksLqvfr Cfpx df PLYslf kIqf hY. pysL hY ies vfr iesdI BUimkf aqy pihlI iksLq-sMpfdk)

iek mfsUm hokf

dysL dI vMz smyN hoeIaF axhoxIaF sdkf lwgy zMUGy jLKLmF dI pIV awj vI kroVF pMjfbIaF dy aMg-sMg hY. iehnF Auqy mrhm lfAux dI QF, jdoN kdI mfVf motf aMgUr afAux dI koeI gMujfiesL bxdI vI hY qF dohF mulkF dIaF srkfrF iek dUjy Auqy dosL mVHdIaF iqwKy nhMUaF vfly aijhy nPLrqI-GrMUz BrdIaF hn ik jLKLm hor iCwly jFdy hn qy sfDfrn avfm keI sfl ies pIV ivc luwCdy kurlfAuNdy rihMdy hn.
‘aihly isafsq’ dI hAUmYN, AusdI kursI dI loV aqy mjbUrI ny dohF mulkF ivc lok-mnF AuWqy afpxy kUV-prcfr dI ajyhI motI qih ivCf idwqI hY ik Aus hyTF muhwbq dI afid-jugfdI vgdI kUlH vI nwpI dwbI geI hY. pr ikqy ikqy, kuJ mnF ivc afpxy aMdrly vyg aqy qVp nfl buVHk ky ieh kUlH ies motI kflI qih nUM qoV ky cFdI rMgy csLmyN dy rUp ivc Puwt inkldI hY aqy ‘hmfrf pYgLfm muhwbq hY jhF qwk phMucy’ gux-guxfAuNdI afpxy rMg ivc rwqI vih qurdI hY.
12 qoN 19 apRYl 2001 qwk ‘aflmI pMjfbI kfnPLrMs lfhOr’ dy islisly ivc myrI lfhOr, ksUr, sLyKLUpurf, nnkfxf sfihb qy lfielpur dI sMKyp ijhI PyrI iesy muhwbqI guxguxfht df suhfvxf sbwb bxI. AuQy afm lokF nUM imlidaF mYnUM hYrfnI BrI KLusLI hoeI ik lihMdy pMjfb dy pMjfbI BrfvF dy mnF ivc vI cVHdy pMjfb dy afpxy ivwCVy BrfvF leI ivgocy aqy ivCoVy dI bVI qIbr qVpxI hY. dohF pMjfbF ivc aijhy kroVF lok hn ijnHF dIaF jVHF qy XfdF iek dUjy mulk nfl juVIaF hoeIaF hn. Auh srhwdF qoN Aurfr pfr jf ky afpxy vzyiraF dI sr-jLmIN nUM cMum ky mwQy nfl CuhfAux leI ivlk rhy hn, ivCVy BrfvF nUM gly imlx leI luwC-loc rhy hn.
sFJI jLbfn, sFJy ieiqhfs, sFJy vsyb qy sFJI rihql dI iKwc qF acyq-sucyq hryk dy mn ivc iek dUjy leI quxky mfrdI rihMdI hY. ieho hI kfrn hY ik krVy qoN krVy mn dI suwkI ryq ivc vI ikqy nf ikqy mfVI motI iswlH mOjUd hY qy QoVHf icr vI ies iswlH nUM QpQpf ky dyKIey qF Aus hyToN pfxI isMm pYNdf hY.
ieh kfnPLrMsF/ieh imlxIaF krVy mnF Auqy kUly muhwbqI hwQF dI QpQpfht hI qF hn. jy ieh imlxIaF muswlsl hMudIaF rihx qF insLcY hI hyToN muhwbq df cFdI-rMgf pfxI isMm skdf hY. ajyhy vwzy aqy vDyry AudmF nfl ieh pfxI jmHF ho ky vih vI skdf hY ; muhwbq dI vgdI rfvI dy rUp ivc. AuqoN AuqoN bysLwk ieh rfvI suwkI peI jfpdI hY pr mYnUM ivsLvfs hY ik sfzy sB dy Dur aMdr ikqy nf ikqy ieh inrMqr vih rhI hY. loV ies qoN kUV dI motI ryqlI qih nUM puwt AuKyV ky pfsy krn dI hY.
ieMj myrI ieh ilKq nfvF, QfvF qy iemfrqF dy drsLnF df vyrvf dyx vflI koeI pRMpirk sPLrnfmf ilKq nhIN. ieh qF mnF qoN mnF qk dI Xfqrf df qrl ibrqFq hY. ieh isrPL swqF idnF df vyrvf nhIN, iehdy ipwCy qF swqF pusLqF df drd boldf ipaf hY. ieh ilKq pIVHIaF dI sFJ dy tuwtx-iqVkx qy muV gly lwgx leI ahuldI qVpdI qFG dI drd-dfsqF hY. ieho hI kfrn hY ik jdoN ‘pMjfbI itRibAUn’ ivc pfTk ies drd-dfsqF nUM iksLqvfr pVH rhy sn qF AuhnF dy mn ipGl ky AuhnF dIaF awKIaF ‘coN vih inkldy rhy. iehnF pfTkF ivc suwcy idl vfly sfDfrn pfTk qF sn hI, hYrfnI dI gwl qF ieh hY ik isafsq ivc vwzy ruqibaF vfly rih cuwky mMqrIaF ny vI iesnUM suxidaF myry kol hAuky vrgf hMugfrf Biraf. bhuq sfiraF ny qF ieh mfsUm iewCf vI pRgtfeI ik ieh ‘rfvI’ ies qrHF hI ‘pMjfbI itRibAUn’ dy pMinaF AuWqy vgdI rhy. pr iek suihrd pfTk ny iesdI aMqm iksLq pVHky iek bVI idlcsp gwl suxfeI. Aus ikhf, ‘vgdI ey rfvI’ dI aMqm iksLq bfry suxky myry bwicaF ny qurMq ikhf, ‘‘clo ieh vI cMgf eI hoieaf, ieh CpxI bMd ho geI[[[‘‘
‘‘ikAuN?’’ myry puwCx ‘qy Ausny dwisaf, ‘‘Auh afKdy sn ik hryk aYqvfr nUM sfzf ipAu aKLbfr lY ky bYT jFdf sI. nfly aKLbfr pVHI jFdf sI, nfly awQrU kyrI jFdf sI.’’
ieh sux ky lwgf ik myrf ilKxf sPLl ho igaf, ieho hI qF mYN loVdf sF, KLusLk hoey nYxF ivc nmIN pYdf krnf. suwky mnF ivc muhwbq dI rfvI vgfAuxf.
‘krVy mnF vfilaF nUM’ ieh inrol korI Bfvukqf vI lwg skdI hY. ‘KurdbIn’ lY ky arQ krn vfilaF nUM hfkmF dI soc qoN tyZ vwt ky qurn vflI ies ilKq ivc ‘dysL dI vPLfdfrI’ pRqI sLMkf dI ‘sUh’ vI lwB skdI hY. pr mYnUM lwgdf hY ik mYN ies rcnf rfhIN dohF mulkF dy avfm aMdrly qrl BfvF nUM jLbfn dyx df aqy srb-sFJI mnuwKqf pRqI vPLfdfrI inBfAux df inrmfx kfrj krn dI sfdf ijhI koisLsL kIqI hY. ieh rcnf srhwdF aqy kMzydfr vfVF dy AuWpr dI muhwbq df sqrMgf ieMdr-DnuwKI pul Ausfr ky iek dUjy qwk puwjx aqy iek dUjy nUM smJx df inwkf ijhf Xqn hY.
mYN ies ilKq rfhIN ‘bfrUd dI bo’ dI jgHf ‘muhwbq dI KLusLbo’ iKMzfAux df, sB iksm dy lVfeI JgiVaF nUM iml-bYT ky inptfAux df, ivCiVaF nUM gly imlfAux df iek mfsUm ijhf hokf idwqf hY.
koeI suxygf ies hoky nUM!
koeI nf koeI qF suxygf hI!
17 agsq, 2002 virafm isMG sMDU

ndIEN pfr rFJx df Tfxf

‘‘virafm![[[iqafr rhIN[[[afpF lfhOr vI cwlxY. PLKLr jLmF koisLsL kr irhY lfhOr ivc aflmI pMjfbI kfnPLrMs krfAux vfsqy[[[.’’
suiqMdr isMG nUr dy lPLjL suxidaF myry aMdr rOsLnIaF kihksLF ivc guMdy qfiraF vFg ilsLkIaF. nfVF ‘c lhU dI gqI buVHkdI hoeI hws peI.
‘‘vyiKE ! hux Bul nf jfieE! jdoN vI kfnPLrMs hoeI, jLrUr lY ky jfxf. myrI bVI zUMGI hsrq hY lfhOr jfx dI.’’ mYN bwicaF vfly AuqsLfh nfl afiKaf.
mYN Aus bfl vFg sF jo iksy myly ‘qy jfx leI Gr vfilaF qoN pysLgI mnjLUrI lYxI cfhuMdf hovy. hflFik ieh swdf hox vflI lfhOr kfnPLrMs AuWqy jfx vfly BfrqI zYlIgysLn dy bxn vfly muKI vloN sI. pr myry aMdrly bfl nUM zr ijhf vI pY igaf ik ikqy myly vfly idn mYnUM nfl iljfxf Buwl nf jfx.
‘‘nhIN, qUM jLrUr jfeyNgf. ajy PLKLr dI pfiksqfn srkfr nfl gwl cwldI peI hY. JMzI imlx ‘qy iek do mhIinaF ivc vYinAU qy kfnPLrMs dIaF qrIkF qYa ho jfxgIaF.’’
ieh PrvrI mhIny dy afKLrI hPLqy dI gwl hY. mYN BfrqI sfihq akfdmI df ienfm lYx dy islisly ivc idwlI ivc sF aqy ies vyly zf[ nUr idwlI dUrdrsLn ‘qy myrI ieMtrivAU krn leI mYnUM afpxI kfr ivc ibTf ky iljf irhf sI. lfhOr jfx df swdf mYnUM BfrqI sfihq akfdmI dy ienfm qoN vI vwD KLusLI dyx vflf lwgf.
‘‘kfnPLrMs jdoN mrjLI hovy, mYnUM lY ky jfxf nf Buwlxf.’’ mYN ajy vI bwicaF vfly AuqsLfh ivc sF aqy afpxy afp ‘qy hYrfn vI. mYN kuJ loVoN vwD KLuddfr hF. ieh KLuddfrI sLfied keI vfr hAumY bx ky vI bol pYNdI hY. AuNj myrI KLuddfrI myry qoN hmysLf mMg krdI hY ik kdI kuJ mMg ky nhIN lYxf! ajy pqf nhIN kdoN insicq hoxI sI ieh kfnPLrMs. ies ‘qy jfx leI vI mYnUM KLud zf[ nUr vloN ikhf igaf sI. pr mYN ajy vI bwcf bx ky Aus df Jwgf iKwcI jf irhf sF qy ijLd kr irhf hF, ‘‘mYN jfxY, mYnUM lY ky jfieE, mYN vI jfxY.’’
ieMj bflF vFg romFicq ho jfx ipwCy inwjI qy pUrf smfjk, rfjnIqk ieiqhfs kfrjsLIl sI. sMqflI dI vMz ny sfzy mulk dI ihwk ‘qy afrf rwK ky ies nUM do BfgF ivc kwt idwqf sI. ksUr iks df sI! iksy musilm lIg df jF kFgrs df! iksy nihrU, ptyl df jF muhMmd alI ijwnfh df! ieiqhfskfr PLYslf krdy rhy ny, krdy rihxgy. pr iswty vjoN pMjfb ijLbfh ho igaf. qbfh ho igaf. hmsfieaf mF-ipE jfieaF dy KLUn nfl dohIN pfsIN hwQ rMgy gey qy ieh hwQ afpxy mUMh AuWqy mlidaF KLUnI dYNq-muwK pMjfb ny afp afpxIaF DIaF-BYxF qy mfvF dI asmq luwtI. pMjfb dy dirafvF kol sLrimMdy hox leI mwQy ‘qy psIny dIaF bUMdF ilafAux jogf pfxI nf irhf. jdoN bMidaF df KLUn sPLYd ho jfvy qF dirafvF ivc pfxI nhIN KLUn vgdf hY qy bybs hoieaf afdmI awKF ‘coN KLUn dy hMJU vhfAuNdf hY. mn qy rUh AuWqy cIsF, cIkF df zUMGf drd lY ky sdIaF qoN afpxI jnm BoN nfloN afpxy afp nUM kfhlI kfhlI rfqo-rfq kwt ky, Kwg ky dUjI DrqI ‘qy jVHF lfAux leI kfPLilaF dy rUp ivc qury jFdy lokF dIaF awKF ivcoN awD ivcfly kwtIaF jVHF df pfxI isMm-isMm ky ijsm aqy rUh nUM igwlf krI jf irhf sI. ieh jVHF irsdIaF isMmdIaF rhIaF, nfsUr bx ky, ikAuNik ienHF df awD qF ‘afpxI’ pr ‘prfeI’ ho geI imwtI ivc dwibaf rih igaf sI.
kwtIaF jVHF df zUMGf drd sdf hI myry ijsm nUM QrQrfAuNdf irhf qy rUh ivc Jrnfht Pyrdf myrIaF awKF ivcoN isMmdf irhf. mYN surq sMBflI qF dysL dI vMz qy Auhdf drd myry nfl-nfl qurn lwgf. ijAuN-ijAuN vwzf huMdf igaf, iqAuN-iqAuN ieh drd vI vwzf huMdf igaf. bcpn dy sflF ivc hr pfsy iesy drd dIaF gwlF sn. hoeI kqlogfrq dIaF, aMnHI vihsLq ‘qy dihsLq dIaF. Cwzy hoey GrF dy AudryvyN dIaF. afpxy ipMzF dIaF, sLihrF dIaF. lok nvyN QfvF ‘qy afpxIaF jVHF lf rhy sn. drd nUM zUMGI kbr Kod ky Aus ivc dPLn vI kr rhy sn. myilaF musfhibaF qy KLusLIaF mnfAux leI iekwTy hoxy vI sLurU ho gey. pr iPr vI zUMGf dibaf hoieaf drd awKF ‘coN awQrU bx ky isMm pYNdf jdoN koeI ZfzI sfrMgI df gLjL qfrF ‘qy Pyrdf drd BrI hUk ivc gfAuNdf :
muV muV ky Xfd afvy pwCmI pMjfb dI.
awKIaF ivc sUrq iPrdI ey rfvI cnfb dI!
qy awKF rfvI cnfb dy pfxI bx ky vg pYNdIaF. mYN aksr hI iksy kvI-kvIsLr jF rfgI-ZfzI nUM Aus mfsUm bflVI dI drd-dfsqF gfAuNidaF suxdf ijs dy sfry twbr df iek vI jIa nhIN sI bicaf. jo afp pqf nhIN ikvyN bcf-bcf ky ihMdusqfn af geI sI qy qIaF dy myly ‘qy ieklvMjy bYTI dUjIaF kuVIaF nUM igwDf pfAuNidaF nwcidaF twpidaF vyK Aus dI ies AudfsI nUM vyK ky sLfier Aus kol jFdf qy Auhdy duwK df kfrn puwCdf qy Auh kuVI afpxI duwK dI khfxI dwsdI ik Auh iewklI XqIm sfrf twbr guaf cuwkI kuVI ikvyN hws skdI hY. ies drd khfxI nUM sux ky buwk-buwk awQrU kyrdy lok gfAux vfly dI JolI notF nfl Br idMdy. mYN afpxy afp nUM Aus kuVI dy kol bYTf qy Aus dI QF vI bYTf hoieaf vyKdf. gfAux vflf gf irhf huMdf :
izwTf iek Jurmt kuVIaF df
jo iqRMÖx aMdr gfAuNdIaF sn
keIaF ipwplI pINGF pfeIaF sn
rwj rwj ky pING cVHfAuNdIaF sn
ikklI klIry dI, pwg myry vIry dI
‘vIry dI Aumrf vwzI ho’
ieh kih ky KLYr mnfAuNdIaF sn.
ies hwsdI nwcdI ZfxI qoN
bYTI iek prHF inafxI sI
Aus surq ijLmIN ivc gwzI sI
qy bYTI inmoJfxI sI
mYN puwiCaf Aus nUM ds bIbI!
ikAuN bYTI prHF duryzy ny
sB kuVIaF sFvyN KyzdIaF
pr qUM nf sfvyN Kyzy ny.
(Auh bolI) ‘vy vIrf sfvyN ny ‘sfivaF’ dy
mYnUM rwb nf sfvIN Cwizaf hY
ipE dfdf ijs QF vsdf sI
Aus Gr ‘coN sfnUM kwiZaf hY
ieh ikwklI afKx vIry dI
myry vIry Gwq vhIr gey
myrI mF vI ipwCf dy geI ey
myry suK dy idn aKLIr gey[[[
gfAux vflf gf irhf huMdf. suxn vfly ro rhy huMdy. ieh kivqf sux ky keI jLnfnIaF nUM mYN BuwbIN roNidaF vyiKaf. kivqf cwldI jFdI[[[
vy ienHF KsmF KfixaF lIzrF ny
jdoN vMz dysL dI pfeI sI
sfzI jnmFqr BUmI jo
Auh hwQ ‘momnF’ afeI sI.
sfry iek idn sfry ‘kwTy ho
Auh sfzy ipMz ‘qy tuwt pey
hux cfrf koeI vI cwlxf nhIN
sfzy vI awgoN juwt pey
lohy ‘qy lohf vwijaf jF
vwZy gey isr jvfnF dy
ho geI qbfhI ngr dI
Koly ho gey mkfnF dy[[[
qy iPr kvI dwsdf ikvyN dusLmx nUM BfrU huMidaF vyK ky Auhdy Brf qy ipAu ny Gr dIaF aOrqF nUM vwiZaf qF ik AunHF dI iewjLq KLrfb nf hovy. ikvyN! Auh CotI ijhI bwcI luk ky ieh sfrf kuJ vyKdI rhI. ikvyN Aus df Brf Aus dIaF awKF sfhmxy vwiZaf igaf. ikvyN mF mfrI geI qy ikvyN ipE[[[[.
Aus pl Auh mfsUm bwcI sfry sroiqaF dI afpxI bwcI bx jFdI qy Aus df ieh drd vI AunHF sfiraF df afpxf. suxn vfilaF ivc kOx sI ijs dy iksy nf iksy jIa nfl aijhf Bfxf nhIN sI vfpiraf.
iesy drd df Bfv iek sQfeI Bfv bx ky myry avcyqn ivc bhuq zUMGf Auqr igaf sI. pwCmI pMjfb df pfiksqfn bx igaf ielfkf qy Aus df ivCoVf myry nfl-nfl qurdy. Aus iKwqy aqy AuQoN dy lokF bfry purfxI jF nvIN, ilKqI jF jLubfnI koeI vI kQf-khfxI mYnUM qurMq afpxy vwl iKwc ky joV lYNdI. sfihq ivc aqy pfiksqfnoN AujV ky afey lokF kol afpsI sFJ, muhwbq qy iPr hYvfnI dusLmxI ivc vt jfx dIaF anykF khfxIaF sn. iek aiqRpq qFG sI myry aMdr. mYN afpxy supinaF dI DrqI AuWqy qurnf cfhuMdf sF. lfhOr dy bfjLfrF ivc, anfrklI ivc[[[rfvI dy pwqx ‘qy. mYN bfby nfnk dy KyqF ivc ivcrnf cfhuMdf sF. bfby buwlHy, vfrs qy sLfh husYn awgy isr invfAuxf cfhuMdf sF. mYN cfcy njLfmudIn kol bYT ky Aus dI jLubfn dI pfkIjLgI df luqPL lYxf cfhuMdf sF. nUrjhF, iekbfl bfno, PLrIdf KLfnm, qfihrf seIad, gulfm alI, mihdI hsn qy rysLmf dy aMg-sMg ivcrnf cfhuMdf sF. mYN sLihnfjL qy hsn srdfr nfl hfkI Kyzxf cfhuMdf sF. gfmy pihlvfn dy njLdIk bYT ky AuhnUM sLrdfeI pINidaF vyKxf cfhuMdf sF[[[mYN kI-kI cfhuMdf sF[[[!
pr rsqy ivc vfGy dI lhU-iBwjI lIk sI. myry rUp ivc pMjfb df awD-kwitaf DV afpxy bfkI awDy kwty DV nfl iml ky mukMml hox leI ivlk irhf sI. dohIN pfsIN ieh kwty DV imlfp leI qVp rhy sn pr ivckfrlI lhU iBwjI lkIr ‘qy idn-b-idn dIvfr AusrdI jf rhI sI qy ies ‘qy hr sfl hor AuWcf vfr idwqf jf irhf sI. dovyN mulk jLoro-jLor rwdy AusfrI jf rhy sn. ksLmIr dIaF phfVIaF, pYNhT qy iekHwqr dIaF jMgF ivc lwgy lfsLF dy Zyr kfrigl dIaF cotIaF bx ky drimafn Kloqy sn.
pr myry aMdrlI qFG hor qoN hor prbl huMdI jf rhI sI. Aus DrqI nUM dyKx dI, Aus ‘qy kdm Drn dI, Aus nUM nqmsqk hox dI[[[ijhVI kdI myrI jnm BoieM sI. ijQy sdIaF qoN myry vzyry vfs krdy afey sn. myry vzyiraF df ipMz Bzfxf lfhOr ijLly ivc srhwdoN pfr sI. mYN srhwd ‘qy Klo ky Aus nUM vyK skdf sF pr AuQy jf nhIN sF skdf. hwdoN pfr isrP do PrlFg dI dUrI ‘qy.
mYN keI vfr vfGf bfrzr ‘qy jFdf. no mYnjL lYNz qoN pfr AuWgIaF PLslF, ruwKF bUitaF nUM qy sfhmxI sVk ‘qy Kloqy afpxy hI vrgy hwQ ihlfAuNdy lokF nUM vyKdf. sfrf kuJ hI ikMnf afpxf sI. pr ikMnf Eprf qy ikMnf dUr sI. mYnUM lwgdf mYN ijvyN sflF qoN ibmfr ieko vwKI prny lyitaf-lyitaf Qwk igaf hF. mYN no-mYnjL lYNz ‘qy pfsF prq ky dUjI vwKI prny hoxf cfhuMdf sF. pr AuQy lwgI vfV mYnUM pfsf nhIN prqx idMdI. jy pfsf prqFgf qF vfV ijsm ivc KuwB jfvygI. pr mYN krF vI kI? pfsf prq nhIN skdf qy ieko pfsy ipaF myrI rUh ‘qy jLKm ho gey hn[[[
kfnPrMs ‘qy jfx df swdf myry leI zfZI Drvfs sI. myry suPLinaF dI DrqI ‘qy hkIkI kdm Drn df vfadf sI. myrI icrF purfxI qFG dy iqRpq hox dI agfAUN sUcnf sI. mYN Blf ies swdy nUM pRvfn krky romFcq ikAuN nf huMdf! myry aMdroN bfbf sLfh husYn boilaf :
ndIEN pfr rFJx df Tfxf!
kIqf kOl jLrUrI jfxf
imMnqF krF mlfh dy nfl.

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