surIlI avfË
- gurÈrn isMG ksyl, knyzf
 

hryk iensfn dI ijMdgI ivwc keI aijhy vfikaf hoey huMdy hn ijMnF ƒ Buwlxf nf mumikMn huMdf hY. ienHF ivwc keI ijMdgI leI cMgy vI huMdy hn aqy keI mfVy. ievyN hI myry nfl iek cMgf vfikaf hoieaf iksy dI surIlI avfË kMnI pYx nfl . iksy iensfn dI surIlI avfË hoxI akfl purK vwloN Ausƒ imilaf iek anmol qohPf huMdf hY. ijs iensfn ƒ akfl purK ny ies qohPy nfl invfiËaf huMdf hY Auh iensfn ijQy ies guxF dI guQlI nfl afpxy jIvn ivwc keI pRfpqIaF qF krdf hI hY AuQy hor lokF ƒ vI ies df bhuq lfB huMdf hY. mYNƒ afpxy Gr ivwc vI myrI KrvI avfË hox krky muÈkl afAuNdI hY. mYN afpxy pRIvfr ivwc jykr iksy ivwÈy qy ivcfr-ivtFdrf kr irhf hovF qF myry bwcy kihxgy qusIN
guwsy ivwc ikAuN gwl kr rhy jy. myry vwloN bQyrf afKx dy bfvËUd ik mY guwsy nfl nhIN gwl kr irhf, pr koeI XkIn nhIN krdf; ikAuNik myrI avfË ivwc surIlfpn nhIN hY.
surIlI avfË dI iewk krfmfq bfry ijvyN pVHn-suxn ivwc afAuNdf hY . ijvyN iswK jfxdy hn ik gurU amrdfs pfqÈfh jI dy BqIjy df ivafh gurU aMgd dyv jI dI spuwqrI bIbI amro jI nfl hoieaf sI . bIbI amro roËfnf qVky AuTky gurU nfnk pfqÈfh dI bfxI df pfT krdI sI . Aus smyN (gurU) amrdfs jI pwky vYÈnv sn aqy hr sfl hirduafr jFdy sn; pr gurU nfnk pfqÈfh vwloN rcI bfxI ƒ bIbI jI dI surIlI avfË nfl suxn krky gurU amrdfs jI dy aMdr gurU aMgd dyv jI ƒ imlx dI qFG pYdf hoeI sI . keI hor vI hoxgy jo iksy dI surIlI avfË krky ijMnF dy jIvn ivwc qbdIlI afeI hovygI.
mYNƒ vI iek vfrI iksy avfË ny afpxy vwl iKicaf. myry idmfg ivwc sqfrF sfl bIq jfx qwk vI Auh smF AuvyN hI idKfeI dyNdf hY. hoieaf kuJ ieMJ, lwgpg 1991 dIaF srdIaF dI gwl hY. aYqvfr rfq dy sfZy ku nO vjHy df vwkq sI. svyry kMm qy jfx kfrn sox dI koiÈÈ kr irhf sF ies krky bwqI vI bMd kIqI sI. Aus smyN iek ryzIE styÈn qoN ihMdI dy purfxy gfxy afAuNdy huMdy sn. mYN ibsqry ivwc lMmyN pey-pey ryzIE qoN Auh styÈn lwBx dI koiÈÈ kr irhf sF ik acfnk pMjfbI ivwc iek avfË myry kMnI peI . mYN Ausƒ suxn lwg ipaf . Auh gurU sfihbfn dy ieiqhfs bfry BfÈn dy irhf sI. mYNN gfxy vfly styÈn ƒ Buwl igaf . ieh pRogrfm qkrIbn hr aYqvfr dI rfq iek GMty ku df huMdf sI. gurU sfihbfn df ieiqhfs qF pihlF vI piVHaf jF suixaF sI pr kdI vI eynI iKc df kfrn nhINN sI bixaf . muwK kfrn sI bulfry dI avfË qy BfÈn krn dyx dy qrIky df, ijsny mYNƒ gurU sfihbn aqy gurbfxI dI jfxkfrI pRfpq krn leI myry idl ivwc qFG pYdf kIqI.
Aus idn BfÈn suxn dy nfl-nfl myrI Auksukqf ies pfsy vI sI ik CyqI-CyqI ieh vI pqf lwgy ik ieh bulfrf kOx hY ? BfÈn Éqm hox qy host ny dwisaf ik ieh sR[ pÈorf isMG jI sn aqy AuhnF dI ieh rIkfizMg Èfied kYlgrI iksy gurduafry ivwKy hoeI dwsI sI. Aus smyN mYNƒ ieh qF igafn nhIN sI ik jo kuJ AuhnF boilaf hY Auh ikMnF ku gurmiq anusfr TIk hY jF glq; pr AuhnF dy BfÈnf ny myry aMdr sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb jI dI bfxI ƒ pVHn, ivcfrn aqy gurU sfihbfn dy ieiqhfs ƒ hor smJ dI qFG pYdf kr idwqI . myry mn ivwc ieh ÉfhÈ pYdf hoeI ik ijs gurU gRMQ sfihb jI ƒ asIN gurU mMndy hF aqy sfƒ hukm vI hY ik iehnf qoN ibnHF iksy hor awgy isr nhIN JukfAuxf, Ausƒ afp pVHky ËrUr vyKFgf .
kudrqI kuJ smyN bafd sMq mskIn isMG trFto afey hoey sn . Auh iksy ryzIE ‘qy sroiqaF vwloN puwCy gey svflF dy jvfb dy rhy sn. AuhnF iksy sroqy vwloN puwCy sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb jI dI ivafiKaf dy svfl dy jvfb ivwc dwisaf ik ies smyN sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb jI dI swB qoN cMgI ivafiKaf pRo[ sfihb isMG jI vwloN kIqI hoeI hY. ieh gwl jfnx dI myry mn dI ieiCaf vI sI. BFvyN mYNƒ Aus akfl purK dI ikRpf nfl sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb dI bfxI aqy ivafiKaf pVHn ƒ do sfl lwgy pr mYN qF ieh kdI soicaf vI nhIN sI ik mYN ies pfsy lwgFgf. AuNJ bhuigxqI iswKF vFgU mwisaf, sMgrFdF afidk idnF ƒ pivwqr idn smJxf, suwKxf suwKxIaF jF QoVf gurbfxI df qoqf rtnI pfT kr lYxf; bs eysy ƒ gurmiq smJI bYTf sF pr gurbfxI pVHn qy pqf lwgf ik ienHF kMmF dI qF gurmiq ivwc koeI QF hI nhIN .
BFvy ik sR[ pÈorf isMG hurF bfry Aus qoN bafd suixaf ik Auhnf ƒ sRI akfl qKq ‘qy qlb kIqf hY qy kuJ qnKfh vI lgfeI hY . ieh qF Auh jfxdy hoxgy ik ieh glqI Auhnf vwloN anjfxy ivwc hoeI sI jF iksy lflc vws ? ieh myrf ivwÈf nhIN hY; pr myrI ijMdgI ivwc AuhnF dI avfË qy BNfÈn dy qrIky ny iek krfmfq df kMm kIqf ijs nfl mYN smJdf hF ik myrI afqimk soc ivwc bhuq vwzI qbdIlI afeI.
ieh vI ho skdf hY iksy iensfn ƒ AuhI avfË cMgI nF vI lwgdI hovy, pr mYNƒ qF Aus surIlI avfË ny ‘Èbd gurU’ df anmol Kjfnf imlf idqf, ijs krky hux Drm dy nFa ‘qy krmkFz krn aqy aMDivÈvfsF ivwc Psx qoN bc igaf hF .