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mohVI
- pRym pRkfÈ
(1932)
 

 

pRym pRkfÈ df jnm KMnf, iËlHf luiDafxf ivwc sRI rfm pRsfd dy Gr hoieaf. Ausny afpxy jIvn kfl dy muZly sflF ivwc skUl ivwc pVHfAuxf ÈurU kIqf. AuprMq Auh pwqrkfrI dy ikwqy nfl juV igaf aqy jlMDr dy ‘ihMd smfcfr’ aÉbfr ivwc Aup-sMpfdk vjoN lMmF smF syvf inBf ky syvf-mukq hoieaf. Auh lMmyN smyN qoN iewk do-mfisk sfihqk prcy ‘lkIr’ df sMpfdn krdf af irhf hY. pMjfb ivwc AuWTI nkslvfdI lihr bfry Ausdf Cotf nfvl ‘dsqfvyË’ kfÌI crcf ivwc irhf. afpxy khfxI sMgRih ‘mukqI’ dy pRkfÈn nfl Auh pMjfbI khfxIkfrF dI pihlI kqfr ivwc af KVoqf. Auh lIhoN ht ky socx aqy krn ivwc ivÈvfs rwKx vflf ivakqI hY. AusnUM ‘BIV’ df lyKk bxnf kqweI psMd nhIN. Ausny muK qOr `qy smfjk aqy ilMgk jIvn nfl juVIaF vrjnfvF nUM afpxI khfxI df vsqU bxfieaf. AusdI Dfrnf hY ik iewk bMdy aMdr keI bMdy luky huMdy hn; ies leI Auh afpxIaF khfxIaF ivwc idsdy dy Ehly ivwc luky mnuwK nUM lwBx leI XqnÈIl rihMdf hY. Ausdy pfqr afDuink jIvn dIaF guMJlF ivwc Psy Ctptf rhy huMdy hn. ies Ctptfht, Aukqfht aqy AudfsI qoN mukq hox leI kIqy AuhnF dy sfry Xqn ivarQ jFdy hn aqy Auh iewk jfl ivcoN inkl ky dUjy jfl ivwc Psdy rihMdy hn. AusdI khfxI ivwc bMdy dy ‘mukqI’ leI kIqy XqnF dy rhws nUM smJx dI koiÈÈ kIqI geI huMdI hY. mnwKI mn dIaF

Kwby qoN swjy: mohn BMzfrI, virafm isMG sMDU,pRym pRkfsL, guljLfr isMG sMDU, sujfn isMG qy iek hor(sfl 1987-byairMg kflj btflf)

pycIdf gMZF nUM Kolx aqy vrijq irÈiqaF dI ivafkrx nUM pyÈ krn ivwc Ausny aBUqpUrv sÌlqf hfsl kIqI hY. pMjfbI ivwc iswK lyKkF dI bhu-igxqI hox krky pMjfbI khfxI ivwc vI bhuqy iswK ikrdfr aqy AuhnF nfl juVy iswK sMskfr pyÈ huMdy rhy hn. pRym pRkfÈ dy pMjfbI khfxI ivwc pRvyÈ nfl pihlI vfr pMjfbI khfxI ivwc ihMdU pfqr aqy AuhnF nfl juVy sMskfr aqy mfniskqf pyÈ hoeI hY. Ausny afm qOr `qy AuWqm-purKI ibrqFq ivDI dI vrqoN kIqI hY. Aus anusfr hryk ivakqI df afpo afpxf swc huMdf hY. Ausny vwK vwK pfqrF nUM afpo afpxy idRÈtIkon qoN afpxf pwK pyÈ krn leI mOkf dyx vfsqy pMjfbI khfxI ivwc nvyN qjrby vI kIqy hn. mukqI, Èolzr bYg, mwCI AusdIaF aijhIaF khfxIaF hn ijMnHF ivwc iewko khfxI ivwc vwK vwK pfqr afpxy idRÈtIkon qoN afpxI khfxI suxfAuNdy hn. aslI swc iksy iewk dy kQn ivwc nhIN sgoN sBnF dy kQnF ivwc ikDry zUMGf luikaf huMdf hY. afpxy pfqrF dy mn dIaF zUMGIaF rmËF nUM smJx ivwc hI pRym pRkfÈ dI ivlwKxqf inihq hY.
Ausdy khfxI sMgRih ies pRkfr hn: kwckVy-1966, nmfËI-1971, mukqI-1980, ÈvyqFbr ny ikhf sI-1983, pRym khfxIaF-1986, kuwJ axikhf vI-1990, rMgmMc dy iBÉÈU-1995, kQf-anMq-1995 (smuwcIaF khfxIaF). AusnUM Ausdy khfxI sMgRih ‘kuJ axikhf vI’ AuWqy 1992 ivwc sfihq akfdmI df purskfr pRfpq hoieaf. zYWz lfeIn, ÈvyqFbr ny ikhf sI, mukqI, Gr, ieh Auh jsbIr nhIN, bMglf qy goeI AusdIaF pRiswD khfxIaF hn.

khfxI bfry:
bMdf iewk ‘guMJldfr buJfrq’ hY ijsnUM buwJxf lgBg asMBv hY. iesdIaF ‘GuMzIaF’ jF ‘guMJlF’ KolHx dy XqnF dy bfvjUd iesdI hoNd aqy hoxI df aMqm isrf hwQ nhIN afAuNdf. pRym pRkfÈ ny afpxIaF hor khfxIaF vFg ies khfxI ivwc vI bMdy dy rhwsmeI guMJldfr afpy dIaF ipVIaF Kolx df klfqmk Auprflf kIqf hY. khfxI dfrÈink idRÈtI qoN ies kyNdrI svfl dy rUbrU hY ik bMdf jd mrn nyVy huMdf ey qF afpxy jwdI ipMz nUM ikAuN jfxf cfhuMdf ey? idwlI rihMdy sihgl aMbrsrIey nUM ipClI Aumry ‘aMbrsr dI imwtI bulfAuNdI’ lwgdI hY. bMqf isaflkotIaf pfiksqfn ivclf afpxf Gr vyKx leI ajy qwk ivlkdf ipaf hY. afpxy muMizaF kol vlfieq clf igaf qyjU imsqrI ijMnF icr ‘afAux jogf’ hY afpxy jwdI mkfn nUM svfrn leI vlfieq qoN ipMz afAuNdf rihMdf hY. khfxI dy muwK pfqr ikÈn lfl dy aMdr vI jdoN kdI ‘GONkf ijhf’ AuWTdf hY qF Auh afpxf jwdI ipMz vyKx qur pYNdf hY.
ipClI Aumry bMdf ‘ipwCy vwl’ ikAuN Jfkx lwg pYNdf hY? iesdf mnoivigafnk kfrn hY ik ies Aumr ivwc iËMdgI nfl moh dIaF qMdF mËbUqI nfl joVI rwKx leI, BivwK ivwc kuJ nvF aqy cMgf vfpr skx jF pRfpq kr skx dI afs mwDm jF Éqm ho jFdI hY. nyVy af rhI mOq df BYa jdoN BivwK nUM asurwiKaq bxf idMdf hY qF bMdf aqIq dIaF XfdF ivcoN surwiKaf loVdf hY. AuNJ vI bcpn jF jvfnI dI Aumr vDyry sMvydnÈIl aqy gRihx krn-Xog huMdI hY. ies Aumry nrm afpy `qy peIaF pYVF mnuwKI avcyqn df ihwsf bx jFdIaF hn aqy AuhnF nfl juVIaF moh dIaF qMdF AusnUM sfrI Aumr afpxy vwl iKwcdIaF rihMdIaF hn. iesdy Ault vDdI Aumr nfl bMdf hOlI hOlI ‘KuMZf’ hoxf ÈurU ho jFdf hY. ies leI AusnUM vrqmfn nfloN aqIq ivwc gvfcxf vDyry suK aqy skUn idMdf hY. afpxIaF jVHF nfl juVI ieh iKwc aqy ies iKwc ivcoN skUn pRfpq krn dI qlfÈ hI ikÈn lfl nUM Ausdy jwdI ipMz iljFdI hY.
ieh guMJl KolidaF hI iewk hor qMd pfTk dy hwQ afAuNdI hY. ieh ipMz vsfAux leI ikÈn lfl dy vzyiraF ny hI ieQy ‘mohVI’ gwzI sI. ies leI ieh ipMz Ausdf aqy Ausdy Éfndfn df sB qoN vwD ‘afpxf’ hY. pr ieh vI ieiqhfs dI ivzMbnF hY ik iewk smyN ‘awqvfdI’ GtnfvF ny ieho ipMz Ausdy iPrky dy lokF leI Eprf, prfieaf aqy ibÊfnf bxf idwqf. bhuq sfry lok ihjrq kr gey. ijhVy afpxI mjbUrI krky jF jVHF dy moh krky iewQy itky rhy AuhnF df itkxf iewk iDr vwloN pRvfn nf kIqf igaf. ÌlsrUp ÈMkr nUM Ausdy afpxy hm-nfm aqy ÈkqI-srUp ‘iÈv-ÈMkr dy Gr’ ‘iÈvfly’ ivwc hI kql kr idwqf igaf. afpxy vzyiraF vwloN mohVI gwzI hox krky ies ipMz nfl juVI apxwq hI Aus leI ‘iÈv’ sI, ‘ÈkqI’ sI’, Ausdf ‘iÈvflf’ sI. Auh afpxy ipMz ivc, afpxy ‘iÈvfly’ ivc, afpxy ‘Gr’ ivwc ÈkqIhIn ho igaf aqy mfiraf igaf. mukMdI Aus dOr dI dihÈq ny pfÊl kr idwqf. iekfeI ivwc vwisaf ipMz aqy AusdI afbfdI ‘awDo-awD’ ho geI. Dwkf krn vfly jwtF ny AuhnF dy ‘pMj-qIrQI’ toBy AuWqy ËbrdsqI kbËf kr ilaf. iesqrHF khfxI pMjfb dy ipMzF ivwc vwsdI Gwt-igxqI dy duKFq nUM vI Aujfgr krdI hY.
ivzMbnF ieh vI hY ik ijhVy lok ipMzoN bfhr cly gey hn Auh qF ipMz prq ky skUn hfsl krnf loVdy hn pr ijhVy ipwCy afpxy jwdI ipMz ivwc rih gey hn AuhnF nUM EQy rihMidaF vI skUn nsIb nhIN. ‘GuMzI’ ieh vI KuwlHdI hY ik ‘mohVI’ BfvyN koeI gwzy; vkq bIqx nfl jF rfjnIqk qy ieiqhfsk hflfq qbdIl hox nfl Aus QF dI mlkIaq iksy hor dI ho jFdI hY. ieh hoxI iewk ipMz dI vI ho skdI hY aqy iewk mulk dI vI. khfxI ivwc idwlI dy vIrfn KMzrF, rfijaF dy drbfrF, huMdy mhFXuwDF dy ichn qoN ieh swc ichinq huMdf hY ik muV muV vwsxf aqy muV muV nvyN QfvF `qy vwsx leI AujVnf vI mnuwK dI hoxI hY. ‘mohVI’ gwzy jfx vflI QF qoN idwlI dy KMzrF vrgI bfs afAuxI vI iesy hkIkq vwl sMkyq hY.
‘guMJl’ `coN iewk qMd ieh vI inkldI hY ik mnuwK cMgI roËI rotI dI qlfÈ ivwc afpxy jwdI itkfixaF qoN afpxI mrËI nfl vI ihjrq krdf irhf hY. ipMz Cwz ky iksy ny idwlI jfxf hY, iksy ny luiDafxy, iksy ny vlYq aqy iksy ny ikqy hor. pihlIaF pIVHIaF nUM ipwCy df vYrfg aqy hyrvf sqfAuNdf vI rihMdf hY aqy Auh afpxy vzyiraF dI aqy afpxI jnm-BoieM vwl prqx aqy AusdI imwtI ivwc smf jfx dI ivlkxI vI rwKdy hn pr AuhnF dI aglI afl-aOlfd hOlI hOlI nvyN QfvF nfl hI apxwq df nfqf joV lYNdI hY aqy aMq nUM AuQoN dI hI ho ky rih jFdI hY. qyjU imsqrI dy muMizaF jF jgq rfm dy muMizaF df vyrvf iesy pwK vwl sMkyq hY. purfxy ny Zihxf aqy nvyN ny Ausrnf hI hY. iewk QF ‘AujVn’ `qy ‘kbUqrF’ ny koeI nvF itkfxf qlfÈ krn leI AuzfrI mfrnI hI hY. ies leI afpxy aqIq jF jwdI DrqI nfl vYrfg-Bfv rwKidaF juVy rihx df kI lfB? jgq rfm dy hvfly nfl khfxI sMsfr dI nfÈmfnqf vwl sMkyq krdI hoeI ieh svfl vI AuTfAuNdI hY ik kI iksy df ies sMsfr `qy koeI sdIvI aqy pwkf itkfxf aqy sQfeI irÈqf hY vI? ijMnHF gwzIaF ‘mohVIaF’ `qy Auh mfx krdf hY AuhnF dy huMidaF suMidaF vI Ausny iksy idn ‘anfm goqry’, ‘anfm ipwqry’, ‘anfm sQfny’ ho jfxf hY. jgq rfm nfm vI ies ‘jgq’ df hI ichn hY. Auh ies sMsfr qoN kUc kr geIaF anykF-anyk pIVHIaF df pRqIinD hY ijMnHF df hux iksy nUM nf goq pqf hY, nf sQfn aqy nf hI AuhnF dy vwz vzyiraF dI koeI jfxkfrI hY. jy bMdy ny aMq ivwc iesqrHF hI ‘bynfm’ ho jfxf hY qF ‘jVHF’ nfl juVy moh dy Brm nUM pflI jfx aqy Aus leI qVÌI jfx dI kI loV hY?
aqIq nfloN tuwt ky hI ies vYrfg-Bfv qoN mukqI iml skdI hY. pr ieh sfrf kuJ bMdy dy afpxy vws ivwc vI qF nhIN. idmfÊ dy ÌYsly ËrUrI nhIN ik idl nUM vI pRvfn hox. ikÈn lfl ipMz nfloN sucyq qOr `qy nfqf qoV lYx df ‘aYlfn’ kridaF vI afpxy ipMz ivcly ‘KoÜy’ nUM nf vycx dI ‘GuMzI’ pfeI rwKdf hY. ies GuMzI df rhws lwBidaF gwl Pyr EQoN ÈurU krnI pY skdI hY, ijQoN muwZ ivwc ÈurU kIqI sI. iesy AuDyV-bux ivwc hI ies ‘GuMzI’ df rhws luikaf hoieaf hY.
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idwlI qoN pMjfb vwl BwjI jFdI tRyn `c bYTy nUM mYnUM mihsUs ho irhf ey ik mYN afpxy jwdI ksby Èfhpur nUM iksy tUxy dy asr hyT jf irhf hF. kdy kdy aijhI avsQf `c Ps ky kMm krI jfx dI ksr qF mYnUM bcpn qoN ey, pr rItfier hox bfad vwD geI ey. idwlI `c aTwqI vrHy rihMidaF sfrIaF purfxIaF iemfrqF myrIaF dyKIaF hoeIaF ny. Pyr vI kdy mn `c acfnk GONkf ijhf AuWTdf ey. mYN iksy vIrfn KMzr `c jf bihMdf hF. dyKdf rihMdf hF—sdIaF purfxIaF iewtF, izwgdf cUnf - plsqr qy iksy pMCI dy Auzx nfl AuzI imwtI, qRyVF `c vsdy kIVy …. myry sfhmxy rfijaF dy drbfr sjdy ny, POjF lMGdIaF ny. mhFXuD huMdy ny. iBkÈU ivhfrF `c cuwp bYTy ny. ngrF `c AupdyÈ dyNdy ny. … koeI DrqI vfhuMdf ey. hwQ hwQ QF `qy murdy pey ny. cuilHaF dI suafh lwBdI ey jF tuwty hoey imwtI dy BFzy …
awj svyry rItfierz buwiZaF dy cFBly iewjV `c GuMmidaF sihgl aMbrsrIey ny aYlfn kIqf sI, “bws, ÈrIPpury tur jfxf ey. imwtI bulFdI peI ey aMbrsr dI …!”
lhOrIey mohxy ny hwsidaF afiKaf sI, “lAu, idwlI dy bdmfÈ vI ÈrIPpury jf ky mrnf cfhuMdy ny.”
zfk bfbU Èrmf ny aOiKaF hfsf rokidaF ikhf sI, “Auey qyry nVoey iksy nhIN jfxf AuQy. … eyQy sfrI jMÖ ZukygI.”
zI[ ky[ pfTk ny AuWcI dyxI gfieaf sI, “kbrF AuzIkdIaF, ijAuN puwqrF nUM mfvF.” … AuhnUM ‘iPwty mUMh, lwK lfhxqF dI dfd imlI sI. pwqrkfr, jIhdf nF mYN aksr Buwl jfdf hF, ny sVk `qy mry kuwqy vwl sYnq kridaF ikhf sI, “nhIN—sVkF AuzIkdIaF, ijAuN kuwiqaF ….”
Gr afAuNidaF eI pqf nhIN ikAuN, mYnUM Pyr AuhI ksr ho geI sI. mYN ipMz jfx leI bYg iqafr krn lwg ipaf sI. nUMh ny itPn iqafr kIqf sI. afpxI moeI sws vFg myrIaF dvfeIaF bYg dI jyb `c pfeIaF sn qy inwkf puwq gwzI cVHf igaf sI.
dupihr dI rotI Kf ky mYN ijhVI golI KfDI ey, Auhny mYnUM kuwJ inZfl ijhf kr idwqf ey. idwsdIaF jF socF `c afAuNdIaF vsqF suÌinaF `c iPrdIaF idwsdIaF peIaF ny. … inwkf ijhf rylvy styÈn … do ku iklomItr df totf, pIrF df qkIaf, smfDF, bws awzf, iÈvflf, idwlI drvfËf, sfzf jwdI Gr. ijQy qfey dy puwqr mukMdI Èfh df twbr rihMdf ey … sB kuwJ JOlf JOlf gwzmz ho ky suMgVI qy PYlI jFdf ipaf ey. …
acfnk golI cwldI ey. qyjU dI inMm hyT bYTy huwky pINdy ikMny eI bMdy mfry jFdy ny. afbfdI df awD sMskfrF dIaF iqafrIaF krdf ey. … myrI iewk bFh qy iewk lwq Tfh dyxI zwby dI lwkV nfl vwjdI ey. nfl dIaF svfrIaF mYnUM qwkdIaF ny. ijvyN mYnUM imrgI df dOrf ipaf hovy. mYN Èrmsfr ijhf boql `coN pfxI pINdf hF.
hux afpxy ipMz jFidaF eynf zr nhIN lwgdf. awgy qF gwzI `c, bws `c, rfh `c, Gr `c … iksy vI vyly awqvfdI dI golI mfr skdI sI. myry qfey df Cotf puwqr ÈMkr iÈvfly `c mfr idwqf igaf sI. iswDV sI Auh. AuhnUM iÈv jI dI bcfAux vflI ÈkqI `c ivÈvfs sI. jl cVHfAux igaf sI qVky. ÉUn cVH igaf sI.
sUrj iCpx vflf ey. mYN inwky ijhy styÈn qy AuWqrdf hF. vfikP tFgy vfly avfËF mfrdy ny. pr mYN bYg moZy `qy ltkfeI turI jFdf hF. hux zr qoN lukx leI iksy dy sMg dI loV nhIN.
awDvfty srkiVaF dy Auhly ho ky pyÈfb krdf hF. cMgI lwgdI ey ieh afËfdI. ieh tfhlIaF qy ikwkrF …. mYN aYvyN AuhnF dy nfl nfl ho ky qurI jFdf hF. … ÈMkr ipMz dy muMizaF ny eys qrHF mfr idwqf sI ijvyN ‘dUjy ipMz df kuwqf’ hovy. …[ pfiksqfn bxn vyly vI ievyN bMdy ipMz dy bMidaF ny eI mfry sn. … pr AuhnF mfVy idnF `c vI mYN ikAuN afAuNdf irhf sI ipMz? … bMdf jd mrn nyVy huMdf ey qF afpxy jwdI ipMz nUM ikAuN jfxf cfhuMdf ey? ikAuN cfhuMdf ey ik AuhdI arQI AuhnF glIaF ivcIN lMGy, ijQy Auh Kyizaf sI? Auhdf sMskfr Aus QF hovy, ijQy Auhdy puriKaF df hoieaf sI?
bws awzy kol QF-QF hwtIaF bx geIaF ny. … ieh qF ipMz jf ky eI pqf lwgygf ik ijhVy GrF nUM ijMdry mfr ky Bwj gey sn, AuhnF `coN ikMny muV afey ny. kOx mkfn qy ËmIn vyc ky AuWjV eI igaf, pwky qOr `qy. … myrf idl Gbrf igaf ey. mYN iÈvfly dI KUhI qoN pfxI lY ky golI KFdf hF. … kI mYN vI eyQy mrn eI afieaf hF? … ibAu mfqf ny ikhf sI kuwJ svyry?
Gr `c cfh pI ky mYN AuT ky Es mohVI vflI QF nUM dyKdf hF, ijhVI sfzy vwz vzyry bËurg ny ipMz bMnHx vyly prohq jI dy mMqR Aucfrn nfl gwzI sI. nwgr KyVy dI suwK mMgI sI, juVy lokF ny. … ieh hux kuwJ inwkIaF iewtF dI mtI ijhI ey, cUny nfl ilpI hoeI. Auqy iqMn KxF dI Cwq bxfeI hoeI ey, zftF bIV ky. … mYN pOVIaF cVHdf hF qF iewtF qy imwtI `coN Auho ijhI bfs afAuNdI ey, idwlI dy KMzrF vrgI.
mYN afKrI pOVI `qy Klo ky tuwty bUhy dy aMdr Jfkdf hF qF ikMny sfry kbUqr Auz jFdy ny myry isr dy AuqoN dI. PVPVfAuNdy. aMdrly hnyry `c sMglF nfl tMgIaF kVfhIaF ihwldIaF ny. kbUqr hux drvfËy dy aMdrly tMgixaF `qy jf bYTy hoxgy.
mYN purfxf cubfrf Kohl ky afpxy dfdy vflI afrfm kursI JfV ky jMgly `c zfh ky bih igaf hF. duafly dyKidaF, isgrt pINidaF kdy suwK suafd dI qrMg AuTdI ey qy kdy duwK idl nUM Zfhux lwg pYNdf ey. ieh sfhmxf idwlI drvfjf Zfhuxf ey kmytI ny. jd ieh nhIN rihxf Pyr nf tMgxy rihxy ny, nf kbUqr.
jd mYN afieaf sI, hyTF lyty mukMdI dI hflq dyK nhIN sI sikaf. keI vrHy pihlF awqvfdI AuhnUM jIp `c lwd ky lY gey sn. AudoN AuhdI Aumr pUry swT sfl sI. AuhnUM isrP Ausy Aumr dI soJI sI. hor sB kuwJ Buwl igaf sI. … hux Auhdf idmfg awDmiraf ipaf ey. srIr vI mrdf jFdf ey. Auhdy koloN afp AuT nhIN huMdf. hOlI-hOlI qurdf ey. KVHIaF awKF nfl dyKdf qy Bury-Bury Èbd boldf ey. …
jd mYN pOVI cVHn lwigaf sI—qF Auhny AuTx dI koiÈÈ kridaF puwiCaf sI, “ikÈU, mYN qyry nfl af jF?”
qd Auhdy ÈrfbI hoey puwqr mwdI Èfh ny AuhnUM PV ky mMjy `qy bhf idwqf sI. pr Auh iZwly mMjy ivwc Ps igaf sI. mrdy hoey jfnvr vFg hwQ pYr mfrdf imaFkdf irhf sI. byvsI `c cuwp kr igaf sI. … ieh dyKx mYN kfhxUM af igaf eyQy?
mYnUM pqf lwigaf ey ik mwdI bfp nUM bfhr nhIN jfx dyNdf. Auh mukMdI Èfh df lfzlf puwqr sI. pr hux mukMdI pfgl df puwqr nhIN aKvfAuxf cfhuMdf. …
myry sfhmxy qyjU imsqrI dI inMm ey. ijQy asIN Kyzdy huMdy sI. … qyjU dy pwky mkfn nUM ijMdrf vijaf hoieaf ey. Auh hr pMjF sflF bfad mkfn suafrn vlYq qoN afAuNdf sI. hux afAux jogf nhIN irhf qy Auhdy puwqrF nUM loV nhIN.
mYN Coty BfeI dy Gr rfq df Kfxf Kf irhf hF. inwkf qy AuhdI GrvflI dwsI jFdy ny ik ikhVf twbr muV afieaf ey qy ikhVf awDf muV afieaf. Auhdy jIa df nuksfn ho igaf sI. jwtF dy ikhVy muMzy PVy jF mfry gey ny, Auh sfrIaF gwlF dwsI jFdy ny. pr mYN awk igaf hF. mYN gwl moV ky idwlI drvfËy dy Zfhux bfry puwCdf hF. - “Auh qF kwlH nUM dyK lIN qmfÈf. Zol vwjxY. zwgf KVkxY.” Pyr Cotf BfeI kys dIaF brIkIaF dwsdf ey,” awDy lok Zfhux vfilaF `c qy awDy rokx vfly. kys keI sflF qoN cldY. hux klH hfeIkort df PYslf afieaf.”
“eyQy Èfmlft `c pMjvF ihwsf afpxy Kfndfn df ey.” —mYN AuhnUM dwsdf hF.
“kOx puwCdY hux …? pMj qIrQI toBy aflf sfrf QfAuN jwtF ny Dwky nfl mwl ilaf. dukfnF pf leIaF ny.”
—mYnUM AuhdI ieh aYzy duK dI gwl CotI lwgdI ey. —asIN ijAuNdy hF, kI ieh kfPI nhIN? —mYN socdf hF. kihx nUM jIa nhIN krdf. afpxy eI isr `c juwqI pYNdI ey …
gwl gvfAux leI mYN rfeIaF ivhVy vfly bMqf isaflkotIey bfry puwCdf hF, “Auh pfiksqfn nhIN igaf hfly, afpxf Gr vyKx?”
“nhIN. … kihMdf pihlF mYN aMbrsr jfxf ey, awKF bxvfAux. Pyr jf ky vyKxf ey afpxf Gr. suixaY, isaflkot dI kmytI vfly Zuaf rhy ny myrf Gr. isaflkot nf jfxf huMdf qF awKF kfhnUM bxvfAuNdf. mYN koeI sUeI `c Dfgf pfAuxf ey?” inwkf dwsdf hwsdf ey.
awj idwlI drvfËf Zfieaf jfxf ey. svyr dy awT vjy ny. mYN afpxy qfey dy Gr purfxy cubfry dy jMgly `c arfm kursI `qy bYTf isgrt pI irhf hF. eys drvfËy `c asIN qfÈ, blOr qy Krot Kyzdy huMdy sI. bËurg vI gwpF mfrdy, huwky pINdy rihMdy sI. —eys cubfry `c lfltyn bfl ky mYN qy mukMdI pVHdy huMdy sI. aOh vwzI almfrI mukMdI dI huMdI sI qy CotI myrI.
asIN kdy sfhmxI inMm `qy cVH jFdy sI, qyjU cfcy dIaF gflHF Kfx nUM. … Auhdy Gr nUM lwigaf ijMdf mYnUM qMg krdf ey. … Auh myry dfdy dI bhuq syvf krdf huMdf sI. …
kdy-kdy myrf dfdf qfÈ dI Kyz jF huwkf ivwcy Cwz ky acfnk AuT KloNdf sI. GoVI `qy jIn ksvfAuNdf sI qy iplkx vfly KUh `qy cilaf jFdf sI. kdy-kdy mYN ipCy-ipCy jf rldf sI. Auh icwtI dfhVI `qy hwQ Pyrdf PslF, KflF qy drKqF nUM dyKdf rihMdf sI. … kdy mYnUM dyK ky jF axdyiKaF eI afK dyNdf sI … ‘eyQy, eys sMBflU dy nyVy sMskfr kirE myrf. cfr iewtF joV idE. ijQy iplkx dI CfAuN af jfieaf krU, idn Zldy nUM.’
mYN hYrfn ho ky socdf sI ik mry bMdy nUM eys gwl df kI duwK suwK ik AuhnUM ikQy PUikaf jfxf ey? AuhdI suafh `qy lwgIaF cfr iewtF `qy CF afAux nfl AuhnUM kI TMZ pYxI ey?
mYijstRyt qy pulIs gfrd af geI ey. lok qmfÈf vyKx CwqF `qy Klo gey ny. drvfËf Zfhuxf ÈurU ho igaf ey. trflIaF mlbf Zo-Zo ky iÈvfly dy mgrly toey BrI jFdIaF ny. pRDfn hukm dyeI jFdf ey qy awT hwQ cOVI kMD ivcoN Cy hwQ Pyr vflf ipwpl nMgf hoeI jFdf ey. AuhdIaF tfhxIaF, pwqy Gwt vwD eI idsdy ny. aÈtfvkr ijhf Auhdf vjUd aMdry aMdr PYldf irhf ey. jVHF ny iewtF nUM qy iewtF ny jVHF nUM vilaf hoieaf ey. … kdy vwzI iZwg izwgdI ey qF DUV myry qk af jFdI ey. jIhdI hmk, ieho ijhI ey, ijho ijhI sfzIaF pOVIaF `c ey jF mohVI dy Auqy peI zftF vflI Cwq hyToN afAuNdI ey. jF kbUqrF vfly cubfry ivcoN.
izAUtI mYijstRyt qy hor srkfrI amlf cilaf igaf ey. pRDfn drvfËy dy KVHy ihwsy `coN mMgiqaF nUM BjfAux leI AuhnF dy BFzy tINzy qy godVy bfhr sutvf irhf ey. Auh gfhlF kwZdy qy dursIsF dyNdy awzy vl turI jFdy ny.
drbfn vflI koTVI ivcoN ijhVy godVy kwZ ky sfzy Gr dy awgy vfly cONqry `qy rKy ny, AuhnF ivcoN ijAUNdf bMdf liBaf ey. gory rMg dy Aus bMdy dy keI idnF dI vDI hoeI dfVHI ey. aYnk lwgI hoeI ey. Auh pfxI pIx qoN ienkfrI ey. AuhnUM AuzIk ey CyqI muwk jfx dIy. … mYN AuhnUM dyKx leI lokF dI BIV `c Èfml ho igaf hF.
sfrf kMm ruk igaf ey. myrI BfbI ny cONqrf gAU dy gohy nfl ilwp idwqf ey. mrdF ny Auhdy gMdy kpVy lfh ky pivwqr QF `qy iltf idwqf ey. dIvf bwqI kIqI ey. ivÈnUM prohq gIqf suxf irhf ey. lokIN AuhdI pCfx kwZdy pey ny. iblF vflI CwpVI vflf sfDU rfm hkIm dwsdf ey ik ieh qF jgq rfm ey. Auhdy kol dvfeIaF kuwtdf Cfxdf irhf ey. Auhdy do puwqr luiDafxy vkIl ny. pr ieh kihMdf huMdf sI ik nUMhF puwqrF df idwqf nhIN Kfxf. AuhnF dy GrIN nhIN mrnf.
gIqf df pfT ruk igaf ey. BfbI ny kwPx pf idwqf ey. lwgdf ey ik mYN AuhnUM dyiKaf ey ikqy … eys jF iksy hor skUl `c. iksy ny brÌ dIaF iswlIaF mMgvf leIaF ny. grmI vwD geI ey. bfbf jogf AuhnUM sUdF dy muMzy vjoN isafxdf ey. ijhVy hwilaF (47 dy PsfdF) qoN pihlF eI ieQoN cly gey sn.
mrn vfly df koeI vfrs nhIN afieaf. sMskfr dI iqafrI hox lwg peI ey. rGU pFDf af igaf ey. sIVHI bxdI peI ey. hryk vsq afpy af juVI jFdI ey. … buwZy iksy dy ieMj lfvfrs mrn vfilaF dIaf gwlF krdy pey ny. ËnfnIaF roNdIaF, hwsdIaF qy mÈkrIaF krdIaF ny. lfÈ duafly Kloqy nHfeI DoeI krf cuky mrdF nUM vfr-vfr kihMdIaF ny, “hux lY clo BfeI, idn qF cwilaf.”
pRDfn nUM iehdy nfl drvfËf Zfhux df kMm mukfAux dI vI kfhl ey. Auh bMidaF nUM kMm cflU rwKx leI vI GUrI jFdf ey qy kdy myry kol af ky afK jFdf ey— “eys kOm df kI bxU bfbU ikÈn lfl? lok cMd `qy cVH gy ….”
cwko cwkI ho geI ey. cwkx vfly cfr jvfn kfnHI muskVIaF hwsdy ny. ikMny eI lok mgr qury ny. ijvyN jrg dy myly cwly hox. eyny bMdy qF nMbrdfrF dy buVHy mgr vI nhIN sn qury.
iqMn moVF qy ipMz—CuzfeI huMdI ey pihlF gurduafry qy Pyr mMdr mUhry isr nIvF kIqf jFdf ey. … qIjf moV muVidaF eI myrf BfeI myry nyVy ho ky hOlI dyxI puwCdf ey, “bIr, jy khyN qF nIry aflf Kolf byc deIey? cMgI rkm imldI aY.”
“socUMgf.” afK ky mYN awgy jFdy afpxy jmfqI iqlkU gosfeIN dy moZy `qy hwQ rwK ky puwCdf hf, “kI krdYN … awj kwlH?”
“pitafly ijEiqÈ kfirafilaY. … qUM suxf … aYQy ËmIn vycx afieaYN jF AUeIN gRih Dwk ilafey ny?” afK ky Auh muskrfAuNdf ey qy cfr khfrF dy moiZaF `qy svfr ho ky jfx vfly vwl ieÈfrf krdf ey.
“ieh afpxI mrËI nfl QoVHy afieaY eyQy. iehnUM gRih iKwc ilafey ny. … ieh koTVI sYNkVy sfl pihlF iehdy aMqm sfh lYx nUM bxfeI geI sI. … afpF vI eyQy hI afAuxY, smyN isr.” Auh hwsdf ey, “afqmf df afnMd, pfrbRhm `c lIn hoxf. … qUM kI jfxy, KwqrI puwqrm. … ijvyN bMdy dI kuMzlI huMdI aY, AuvyN GrF, sQfnF, ipMzF, ÈihrF dIaF vI kuMzlIaF huMdIaF ny. pqf nhIN ikhVf gRih iKwc ky ikQy lY jFdY bMdy nUM. … kuC imwtI iKwcdI aY qy kuC gRih Dwkdy ny.”
ÈmÈfn Gft `c bhuq BIV ey. hr ÈYa iqafr peI ey. … lfKf BMgI cfkU nfl rwsIaF kwtdf ey. rGU pFDf sfrIaF Dfrimk rIqF inBfAuNdf ey. anfQ afÈrm df bRhmcfrI, jIhny kdy afpxf bfp nhIN dyiKaf, lFbU lfAuNdf ey. kpfl ikiraf kr ky bFs vgfh mfrdf ey murdy dy AuqoN dI.
rGU pfDf mrn vfly dy nklI puwqr bRhmcfrI nUM bhf ky afÉrI ipMz Auhdy hwQF `qy Dr ky— ‘jgq rfmy, anfm goqry, anfm ipwqry, anfm sQfny’ —afK ky ipMz Cuzf dyNdf ey.
lok muVn qoN pihlF rGU pFDy qoN Puwl cugx qy ikiraf krn dI iqQ suxn leI bYTdy ny qF iqMn cfr kfrF af jFdIaF ny. Auh mrn vfly dy puwq poqy qy sfk ny. … cuwp bYTIaF ËnfnIaF Klo ky AunHF vwl mUMh kr ky kIrny pfAux lwg pYNdIaF ny. ijvyN Auh mrn vfly nUM nhIN Auhdy vfrsF nUM roNdIaF ny. keI buwZIaF AuhnF suhxy kwpiVaF vfilaF dIaF kUhxIaF PV-PV puwCdIaF ny, “ikAuN BfeI, ieh Qozf bfp qf?”
Auh cuwp ny sfry. hwQ joVI Kloqy ny. vwzf notF dIaF QwdIaF leI iPrdf ey, iksy nUM vI PVfAux leI. … eyny myly ivwc kuwJ pqf nhIN cldf ik kI hoieaf ey? kIhny kI kIqf ey?
sB nHf Do ky muVy jFdy pey ny. sB qoN pihlF rGU pFDf lMGdf ey. jIhny iksy qoN kuwJ vI ley ibnF ieh kfrj jIvn Br inBfAux df sMklp kIqf hoieaf ey. Auh msqI `c turdf ey. iksy dI gwzI `c nhIN bihMdf.
cfnxI rfq ey. pRDfn ny drvfËf pUrf Zuhf ilaf ey. ivcoN swp inkly ny. skUl vyly dyKy swpF dIaf gwlF dwsx mukMdI myry kol afAux nUM qrly lYNdf ey. AuhqoN pOVIaF nhIN ciVHaf jFdf. …
aKIr myrf Cotf Brf af ky ËmIn dy vDy Bfa dwsdf ey. mYN suxdf hF, pr ijvyN myrI idlcspI plo-pl GtdI jFdI ey. … Cotf BfeI aKIr `c puwCdf ey, “Pyr bIr … nIry aflf Kolf?”
mYN nINd df bhfnf krdf kihMdf hF ik svyry jfx qoN pihlF dwsFgf? … Auh cuwp ey. mukMdI mYnUM vfjF mfrI jFdf ey, ‘ikÈU-ikÈU—ikÈU’. mYnUM lwgdf ey … Auh avfËF mohVI vflI zftF vflI Cwq hyToN, pOVIaF ivcoN, kbUqrF dy tMgixaF `coN qy ZwTy idwlI drvfËy ivcoN af rhIaF ny. ijQy vfr-vfr rGU pFDf dy Aucfry mMqrF dy bol suxINdy ny ‘anfm goqry’ ‘anfm ipwqry, ‘anfm sQfny.’
mYnUM pqf ey ik eys drvfËy ny iksy idn afp eI izwg pYxf sI. mlby hyT pqf nhIN ikMny jIa imDy jfxy sn. Pyr vI myrf idl krdf ey ik pRDfn nUM afKF—koeI iewk qF inÈfnI rwK lE afpxy puriKaF dI. BfvyN Auh sfzy jfqI goqI hox jF nf hox.
svyry Cotf mYnUM gwzI cVHfAux afAuNdf ey. Auh iJjkdf hoieaf Pyr AuhI svfl puwCdf ey? … mYN gwzI `c bYTf AuhnUM plytPfrm qy KVHy nUM dwsdf hF, “ieh ipMz afpxy bËurgF ny vsfieaf sI. … hux eyQy myrI ËmIn nhIN rhI … ieh KoÜf rK ky mYN kI krnY? qUM sFB lY. mYN ilK ky Byj idaFgf muÉqfrnfmf. pr mYN vycxf nhIN.”
myry bolidaF gwzI tur peI ey. mYnUM lwgdf ey ijvyN eys vfr myry sfry moh tuwt gey ny … eys ksby nfl. GrF nfl. glIaF nfl. DrqI qy KoiÜaF nfl—Auhdy nfl vI, jIhnUM ÉUn df irÈqf afKdy ny. … pr mYnUM ieh smJ nhIN pYNdI ik KoÜf ‘nf vycx’ dI GuMzI pfAux dI mYnUM kI loV peI sI? …

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