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lE jI, sfzy nyVy qyVy hI ipMz
slfvqpurf ivKy 'rUhfnI jfm' iplfAux krky isrsy vfÜy bfby df ivvfd sfry
pMjfb ivwc jMgl dI awg vFgUM ÌYilaf, qF sYNtr gOrimMt qoN lY ky pMjfb
gOrimMt qwk sfiraF nUM pMjfb dy hflfqF df iÌkr pY igaf. pYxF hI sI! awgy
hI ivcfry pMjfb ny ds-pMdrF sfl sMqfp ipMzy `qy hMZfieaf hY. iewk pMjfb
dy hflfq ÈUgr dy mrIË dI hflq vFgUM ivgVdy vI bVy CyqI hn! afm qF
gOrimMt nUM pMjfb df bhuqf koeI iÌkr nhIN rihMdf, ijvyN afdI hoey mfipaF
nUM 'vYlI' puwq df bhuqf Jorf nhIN huMdf, pr aYqkIN mslf isrsy vfÜy bfby
nfÜ juiVaf hox krky srkfr vI, swp nUM dyK ky icVI dy ipwt isafpf krn
vFg, imMtF ivwc sucyq ho geI. srkfr nUM afpxf vI iÌkr sI, AuhnF nUM ieh
hI sI ik jy sfQoN pMjfb dy hflfq nf sMBÜy, qF pMjfb `c gvrnrI rfj ho
skdY aqy sfzI rfj gwdI jf skdI hY. iesy krky qF ivcfry suKbIr bfdl ny
idn rfq iewk krI rwKI ik bfpU jI dI kursI nf clI jfvy! ikwzf slwg puwq
hY. rwb aYho ijhy puwq Gr Gr dyvy! ikMnF iKafl krdY Auh afpxy bfpU jI
df! ibrD ijAuN ny? Auh vI kI krn …? ies dy nfÜ nfÜ mYnUM s[ blvMq isMG
rfmUvfÜIey dI gwl Xfd af geI, lE Auh vI sux lE! Aus df kihxf hY ik jy
iksy kuVI dy juafk hovy, jxypf iksy kfrn shurIN hoieaf hovy, qF Auh svf
mhIny bfad afpxf nv-jMimaF bfl lY ky pykIN 'idKfAux' jFdI aY. moh-vYrfg
`c afieaf Aus kuVI df swqr sflf bfpU afKdY, "ilaf kuVIey, mYnUM PVf
dohqy nUM-mYN iehdf isr pÜosF qy ipafr dyvF …! " qF zrdI kuVI awigEN
kihMdI aY, "nhIN bfpU …! qUM swqrf bhwqrf hoieaf ipaYN-juafk nUM
iswtdyNgf …! jy qUM iewk awDf rupeIaf dyxYN Ègn df, qF mYnUM AUNeI PVf
dyh …! mYN nHI PVfAuNdI muMzf qYnUM …! zr lwgdY …! koeI swt Ìyt lwgjU
juafk dy …! jy koeI bwj pY geI, Pyr kIhdI mF nUM mfsI afKFgy …? " kuVI
afpdf juafk swqr sflf sky ipAu nUM nhIN PVfAuNdI. qy sfzy pMjfbI aYzy
diraf idl ny ik pUry df pUrf pMjfb hI awsIaF sflF dy bfdl sfihb dy hwQ
PVf idwqf …! pMjfb Kfvy KsmF nUM! pr Auh ies nUM ikvyN sFBy? "
cMgy Bfg sI bfdl sfihb dy ik isrsy vfÜy bfby ny 'rUhfnI jfm' iplfAuxF sI
aqy bfdl sfihb df vkqI qOr `qy afty aqy dfÜ vfÜy ÈoÈy vwloN KihVHf
Cuwtxf sI. bfdl sfihb nUM qF isrsy vfÜy sfD df DMnvfdI hoxf cfhIdf hY!
bfdl sfihb ies bfby dI igRÌqfrI dI hmfieq ikvyN krn? jF ikAuN krn? ?
AuhnF df idmfg iPiraY? bfdl sfihb nUM qF isrsy vfÜf bfbf iewk 'vrdfn' bx
ky imiÜaf hY. bfdl sfihb dy moZy nfÜ moZf zfh ky suKbIr bfdl jI vI sfQ
dy rhy hn. bVf isafxf brÉurdfr hY, suKbIr bfdl! ÉYr, gwl cwldI sI zyrf
vfd-ivvfd dI! lE jI, asIN vI pMjfbI hF aqy sfnUM pMjfb df drd afAuxf
iewk kudrqI gwl hY. asIN pMjfb df Kfny aYN, pMjfb `c vsdy aYN, qy Pyr
pMjfb df Kf ky asIN pMjfb nUM eI 'hlfl' krnYN! nhIN Xfr, myry mUMhoN
inkÜ igaf! 'hlfl' qF afpxy mMqrI CMqrI krdy aY, asIN qF pMjfb df Blf
socxYN? jdoN pMjfb ivwc isrsy vfÜy bfby bfry hfhfkfr mwcI, qF sfzf idl
vI blwz pRYÈr dy mrIË mFgUM 'KVHbVH-KVHbVH' krdf, zubkIaF lfAux lwg
ipaf! kdy Gtx lwg ipaf kry aqy kdy bVHkF ijhIaF mfrn lwg jfieaf kry! idl
dy hflfq Éqrnfk 'bfzr' `qy phuMc gey! asIN vI afpxy zmfk nUM purfxy
ryzIE vFgUM DwÌf ijhf mfiraf ik kI aY, iehdI vI koeI qfr juV jfvy aqy
ies nUM hI koeI pMjfb df hwl suwJ jfvy? lY beI, sdky sfzy 'lYk' zmfk dy!
'iGrVH-iGrVH' krdy zmfk dI DwÌf ijhf mfrn nfÜ koeI qfr juV geI aqy ies
ny vI iewk styÈn PV ilaf aqy Ìurny nUM jwÌf jf mfiraf! Ìurnf vI kI …?
bhuq hI qwqf aqy ZukvF, isry df …! lE jI asIN itMz ÌOhVI cwkI aqy ipMz
dy kfmryz toBy ÌUk isMG koÜ cly gey. sI qF toBy ÌUk anpVH, pr sfzy leI
sony dI iewk 'Kfx' sI. bVf sfzy aVy-QuVy kMm afAuNdf sI. asIN sfrI gwl
Aus nUM jf dwsI. toBo ÌUk vI socF dy GnHyVHIN ciVHaf afpxy soc smuMdr
ivwc jf izwigaf.
-"qUM bIVI bUVI pIa ky zmfk Kurc kOmnÈtf! qyl pfey ibnF ieMjx nHI cwlxf
…! " mYN Aus nUM hor slfh idwqI.
afKr kfÌI jwdojihd bfad Aus ny afpxI socF dI ptfrI ivcoN iewk swp
kwiZaf.
-"afpF Èihr jf ky iewk icwTI 'tYp' krfAuny aYN-ieh gwl iksy nUM dwsx
vfÜI nHI-iksy koÜy gwl nf krIN myrf bIr! jy qyrI skIm pfs hogI-gOrimlt
ny qYnUM Aumr Br afsqy iplCx lf dyxI aYN! " lE jI kfmryz dI gwl sux ky
myry qF sfry srIr dy vfÜ qwkÜy mFgUM KVHy ho gey aqy sfry ipMzy `qy
kuqkuqIaF ijhIaF inklx lwg peIaF.
-"ikMnI ku lfAuxgy iplÈx kOmnÈtf? " mYN JOr AuTI vfÜy bÜd vFg pYrF hyToN
imwtI kwZI.
-"ds pMdrF hËfr qF lfAuxgy eI, QoVHy aY …? " kih ky Aus ny sfzf ijMn
vrgf ichrf inriKaf.
-"lE jI, Pyr qF sfzIaF pON bfrF ho geIaF …. " mYN mn ivwc hI ihsfb ikqfb
lfAuxf ÈurU kr idwqf. dfrU, BuwkI aqy hor ÈOkIn ÉricaF nUM qksIm kIqf.
lE jI, asIN ipMzoN mogy vfÜI bws PV leI. kfmryz dI itkt vI mYN hI KrIdI.
kMm qF myrf sI. Auh qF myrI mwdd kr irhf sI. ÉYr, kMm qF ieh sfry pMjfb
df sI, pr kupwqI jMn ivwc sB qoN Bly mfxs qF asIN sI! hor iksy nUM pMjfb
df kI iÌkr Ìfkf? asIN Èihr dIaF kichrIaF `c jf ky krVI ijhI cfh pIqI,
"cfh nfÜ zmfk KuwlH jFdY! " kfmryz ny ikhf sI. nfÜ kuC KfDf pIqf vI.
BuwKy iZwz sfnUM kI suwJxf sI? BuwKy iZwz qF Bgq kbIr jI vI BgqI krnoN
munwkr ho gey sn, asIN qF ikhVy bfg dI mUÜI sI? clo jI, pMjfh rupey Krc
ky vI suafd ijhf af igaf. nhIN qF kdy juafk skUl dI ÌIs mMg lYNdf, qF
sfnUM dOrf pYx vfÜf ho jfxf, "sfiÜaf pVH ky sloqrI bxnYN? vfhI `c eI
Tyzy KfxyN aYN-jdoN mrjI Kf leIN! " juafk nUM sO-sO gflH dyxIN! pr awj
pYsy KrcidaF idl nhIN Gtdf sI, sgoN hOslf sI! pMjfb df mslf ijAuN sI.
clo pMjfb df nhIN qF iplÈx df mslf qF sI?
clo jI, asIN iewk 'tYp' krn afÜy koÜ cly gey. Aus nUM sfrI skIm dwsI aqy
gupq rwKx leI pMjfh rupey vI Jok idwqy! pYsy ibnf qF awj kwlH koeI rwb
nUM mwQf nHI tykdf? mYN, kfmryz aqy tYp krn afÜy ny iqMnF ny afpxI ihMdI
iekwqr kIqI aqy rfÈtrpqI jI nUM icwTI ilKx lwg pey! kfmryz aqy mYN ilKvf
rhy sI aqy 'tYp' krn vfÜf afpxIaF AuNglF df jOhr idKf irhf sI.
-"siqkfrXog ihMdosqfn ky rfÈtrpqI jI, sfsrIkfl, nimwÈkfr, slfm aOr jY
ihMd jI …! hm XhF pr rfjI ÉuÈI hF aOr hm afp kI rfjI KuÈI rwb pfsoN nyk
cfhqy hYN jI. sB rfjI ÉuÈI ky bfad smfcfr ieh hY ik hm afp kI bhUq kdr
krqy hYN, afp vfikaf hI ihMdosqfn ky awCy rfÈtrpqI hYN jI. afp ky ÌYsly
hmyÈf hI ihMdosqfn ky ihqoN ky hwk myN jfqy hYN aOr afp smJdfr hYN jI.
dUsry mMqrIEN kI qrHF igwdVmfr nhIN! clo mMqrI qo hUey Coty lok, pr afp
qo ihMdosqfn ky rfÈtrpqI jI hYN jI. dUsry mMqrIEN kI bfq CoVo, voh qo jI
kihnf kuC aOr krnf kuC …. afp bVy sulJy iensfn hYN jI. rfÈtrpqI jI myrf
nfm swjx isMG hY, swjx isMG AurÌ bwkrIaF vfÜf krky mÈfhUr hY jI. swjx
bwkrIaF vflf apny dyÈ pMjfb ky iley bhUq eImfndfr hUM jI! afh jo isrsy
vfÜy sfD ny jo rwpV pfXf hY, Aus ky bfry myN afp ko eyk slfh dyxIN cfhqf
hUM! afp hm ko af kr imlyN jI! kfm suDr jfeygf jI. afp iÌkr mwq krnf! hm
afpky nfÜ hYN. jdoN afKyNgy, hm cfr bwkrIaF bYa krdyNgy jI! hm bhUq idl
diraf hF jI! Krcy kf iÌkr nf krnf! hmfrI eyk eyk bwkrI hjfr-hjfr my
ibkqI hY! eyk do bwkrf vI pfÜf hUaf hY. Aus ko byc kr vI hm apny pMjfb
pr lf dyNgy! hm afp ky AUpr sy sfrf bwkrIaF vfÜf vfVf vfr dyNgy jI! hm
ko lok 'Ìfty cUk' pMjfbI kihqy hYN, aOr hm kUqIEN ko kMDoN pr cfhV dyqy
hYN jI! hm bwkrI ko vI 'gUloN' pr cfVHny lwgy dyKqy ivcfrqy nhIN jI!
lyikn hmfrI iplÈx kf iKafl rwKnf jI! jb Xy pMgf Éqm ho gXf, muJy iplÈx
jrUr br jrUr cflU krvf dyxIN jI! hm afp ko eyk gupq rYa dyxf hY. Xyh
gupq rYa afp ko iekwly ko sunfnI pVnI hY jI! hmfrI rYa jrUr lynI jI aOr
ies ko Éq nhIN qfr smJnf. Éq kf jvfb afqI zfk my dynf …! " ÉYr, asIN
sfrI rfËI ÉuÈI ilK ky afpxI rYa gupq, rfKvIN rwK leI. mn mMdr aMdr!
ÈihroN quridaF asIN Tyky qoN sMqrf dI boql lY leI. mYN aqy kfmryz sMDUrI
ijhy ho ky Gry afey! GrvfÜI dy hwQoN awj rotI Kfx nUM idl nf kry.
afpxIaF sfrIaF bwkrIaF aqy pTory, pTorIaF nUM plos plos ky dyiKaf ik pqf
nhIN ikhVI dI, kdoN 'blI' dyxI pY jfvy? ÉYr jI rfÈtrpqI jI dy drbfr ivwc
sfzI icwTI phuMcx dI dyr sI ik isafsq `c qF BUcfÜ af igaf …! rfÈtrpqI jI
ny iswDI pMjfb dy gvrnr nUM 'qfr' mfrI! gvrnr ny ijlHy dy aYs[ pI[ nUM
aqy aYs[ pI[ sfihb ny aYWs[ aYWs[ pI[ , zI[ sI[ aqy zI[ aYs[ pI nUM Ìon
KVkf idwqy! sfrf Tfxf sfzy ipMz af ZyrI hoieaf. swjx isMG AurÌ bwkrIaF
afÜy dI BfÜ ÈurU ho geI. bVI ÉuÈI hoeI ik clo sfzI puwC dws qF hoeI?
aÌsr 'srdfr jI' qoN ibnf gwl nf kry! ipMz dI pMcfieq smyq mYnUM bVI Èfn,
bVI TfT nfÜ Tfxy lY gey aqy cfh pfxI dI syvf qoN bfad zI[ aYWs[ pI sfihb
ny sBf lf leI.
-"hF beI swjx isaF …! kI nuskf aY qyry koÜy ies vfd ivvfd dy hwl df? "
zI[ aYWs[ pI[ sfihb ny bVy ipafr siqkfr nfÜ puwiCaf.
-"rfÈtrpqI sfhb afp nHI afey? " mYN bVI hYrfnI nfÜ puwiCaf.
-"AuhnF koÜy tfeIm nhIN sI-myrI izAUtI lfeI aY AuhnF ny! " Aus ny hws ky
ikhf. mYnUM bVf guwsf afieaf ik pMjfb nUM awg lwgI peI aY aqy ieh hwsx
lwg ipaf.
-"qusIN jI mfVf ijaf pVdy nfÜ puwCo! aYzf vwzf nuksf, qy jbfb sfiraF dy
sfhmxyN eI mMgI jfny aYN? myrI iplÈx df vI iKafl kro! " mYN kMn koÜ ho
ky ikhf.
-"clo afpF iewk pfsy cwl vVdy hF! " kih ky zI[ aYWs[ pI[ sfihb mYnUM
iewk pfsy lY gey.
-"hF hux dws …? aYQy afpF 'kwly eI aYN! " Aus ny afiKaf.
-"iksy koÜy gwl nf kirE srkfr! myrI iplÈx df suafl aY! "
-"jmF eI nHI krdf, qUM gwl kr, hwl dws …? "
mYN afsf pfsf inrÉ, suMG ky kihxF ÈurU kIqf.
-"jnfb isrsy vfÜy bfby df ieko hI hwl aY myry koÜy …! "
-"dws vI …? " aÌsr vI myry hor nyVy ho igaf.
-"AuhnUM sRI akfl sfihb `qy pyÈ ho ky sfry pMQ qoN muafÌI mMg lYxIN
cfhIdI aY qy muV ky aYho jI Giqwq nHI krnI cfhIdI …! kMm sfrf eI lot
afjU srkfr[ [ ! "
-"afhI hwl sI qyry koÜy? " Auh hYrfn ho igaf.
-"ieh hwl koeI Cotf motY jI? pMjfb dI ÈFqI df suafl aY! " mYN ikhf qF
zI[ aYs[ pI[ sfihb ny BirMzF vFgUM ispfhI iekwTy kr ley!
-"ieh qF sfry jwQydfr qy pMjfb dy lok vI ipwtI jFdy aY, Edx dy! qyry
koÜy koeI nvF hwl aY iehy? Auey muMizE …! iehnUM kMjr nUM kuwto Gwt qy
GVHIso jfady! qy Pyr iehnUM iksy kmiÜaF dy hspqfÜ `c iswt idE aqy zfktr
qoN irport lE ik ieh bMdf idmfgI qOr `qy pfgl aY! iDafn rwiKE, ieh
irport 'Aupr' jfxI aYN! "
lE jI, myrf qF pf idwqf AuhnF ny gfh …! bwKIaF krqIaF polIaF[ [ ! kwZqf
kcUMbr …! myry qF hwz lf idwqy tws tws krn pqMdrF ny …! mYN bQyrHI hfl
duhfeI pfeI beI jy QonUM myrf nuksf nhIN iÌwt, qF mYN iehnUM moV ky lY
jfnYN, pr myrI bMb nf bulfE! mYN Buwl igaf …! myrI iBaF …! cfhy bfpU
khflo …! mYN soicaf beI ieh 'irpot' Aupr Byjx qoN pihlF ikqy mYnUM nf
'Aupr' Drmrfj dy drbfr Byj dyx! clo jI, icwq ÉuÈ krky, qswlI krky shury
mYnUM kmiÜaF afÜy hspqfl iswt afey! pihlF qF kmiÜaF dy hspqfÜ vfÜy zfktr
dIaF imMnqF qrly, bMnH-suwb krky KihVHf Cuzfieaf. qy Pyr ds hjfr puls
nUM mwQf tyikaf. puÜs afÜy qF KsmF nUM Kfxy inwq myry Gry BUq mFgUM af
vwijaf krn, aKy koeI hor skIm nHI iqafr kIqI …? mYN hwQ joiVaf krF beI
srkfr jI mYnUM bÉÈo …! glqI kr bYTf …! pqMdr vfVy `c KVHy pToiraF `coN
iewk awDf ijpsI `c lwd ky lY quiraf krn. ijvyN bfpU dy huMdy aY! jdoN
pTory muwk gey, Pyr ivcfrIaF bwkrIaF nUM af icMbVy. lE jI, sfQoN afpxf
vfVf pMjfb `qy jF rfÈtrpqI sfihbfn qoN qF vfiraf nhIN igaf. pr puÜs vfÜy
cusq mrfsI mFgUM ËrUr vfVy dIaF 'vylF' krvf ky lY gey! lE jI, hux sfnUM
pMjfb msly df hwl qF kI lwBxf sI? hux qF sfnUM sfzy juafkF dI rotI df vI
hwl nHI lwBdf …!
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