glp dy aMg sMg
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ijho ijhI ijLMdgI mYN ijAUeI jF BogI sI Aus nUM pysL krn leI kivqf dI ivDf kfPLI nhIN sI. kivqf `qy gLjLl kyvl iksy iek mUz jF kYPLIaq nUM, iksy iek pl nUM jF iksy iek siQqI nUM hI pysL kr skdIaF sn, pUrI dI pUrI ijLMdgI nUM nhIN. AuNj vI kivqf df mfiDam mnuwK df bcpn hY jdoN ik nsr leI ivrft anuBv drkfr hY.
kivqf qF mYN bfrF sflF dI Aumr qoN hI ilKdf af irhf sF, `qy iesdf mYnUM rwb jyzf afsrf sI. jy kivqf myry kol nf huMdI qF sLfied mYN vI nf huMdf. kivqf myrI mF sI, myrI BYx sI, Brf sI, `qy myrf bfp sI. mYnUM rox leI iehnF ivcoN iksy df vI moZf pRfpq nhIN sI. qkdIr ny sB kuJ Koh ilaf sI. `qy iehnF sB dy bdly ivc kivqf dy idwqI sI. ies leI kivqf hI Auh moZf sI ijwQy isr rwK ky mYN hux qwk roNdf irhf sF. kivqf ny hI mYnUM roNdy nUM cuwp krfieaf, myry zol rhy mn nUM Drvfs idwqf, awgy vDx leI pRyiraf, bl idwqf `qy Auksfieaf. kivqf ajy vI myry nfl sI, iek bVy hI eImfndfr sfQI vFg, iek mihbUb vFg, myry iksy bhuq hI afpxy vFg.
pr kivqf hmysLF iek mUz sI, iek ivsLysL siQqI dI dfsqfn sI, ZihMdy jFdy idl leI hwlf sLyrI sI. ieh hux dI GVI sI, koeI vI mOjUdf siQqI sI, soc sI, kYPLIaq sI pr ieh nvyN isry qoN iliKaf igaf pUrf jIvn nhIN sI, zfieafkRonI nhIN sI. kivqf, khfxI `qy nfvl df bdl nhIN sI bx skdI. bysLwk kuJ khfxIaF mYN Kflsf kflj dy mYgLjLIn ‘drbfr’ leI ilKIaF sn pr ieh isKFdrU khfxIaF sn. ieh khfxI ilKx dI msLk sI. pUrI isLwdq nfl khfxI mYN ieMglYNz af ky hI ilKxI sLurU kIqI.
asl ivc myry bcpn dIaF pIVF eynIaF zUMGIaF, drdnfk `qy jfnlyvf sn ik Xfd kridaF hI hMJU prl prl myrIaF awKF `coN vgx lwg pYNdy sn. myry idl df ruwg ijhf Biraf jFdf sI. ieMglYNz af ky ijhVI pihlI khfxI mYN ilKI Auh sI ‘AuwjiVaf KUh’. ieh myry cfcy df KUh sI ijhVf vgxoN pihlF hI suwk igaf sI. Auh KUh ijwQy cfcy dI pwTy kuqrn dI nkl kridaF mYN afpxI AuNgl vwZ leI sI. afpxI qfeI dI bybhf mfr df `qy gflF df awDmoieaf kIqf hoieaf mYN ies KUh `qy af ky hI pnfh lYNdf huMdf sF. ieh KUh myry ipAu dI rihMd KUMhd sI, AuhdI Xfd dI kbr sI, mjLfr sI, mVHI sI. iesnUM Polxf jLrUrI sI. supny dI kbr nUM Polxf jLrUrI sI.

kbr nUM puwtdf `qy lfsL lwBdf Qwk igaf hoxY.
‘qy jF iPr mINh kxI nUM vyK ky hI ruk igaf hoxY.

nhIN hY rukx vflf Auh mYN Ausdf KLUb ByqI hF,
ikqy sLfied smuMdr ivc jf ky muk igaf hoxY.

qusF nhIN vyiKaf AusnUM Auh prbq vFg Auwcf hY,
ipafsf sI, ndI dy kol jf ky Juk igaf hoxY.
nhIN jy boilaf Auh rfq Br, roNdf irhf ‘kwlf,
nvF koeI hfdsf iPr jIB AusdI tuk igaf hoxY.

nhIN sI Ql kueI rsqy `c nf sI afdmI koeI,
Auh pI ky afp awpxf jl `qy afpy suk igaf hoxY.

ieh khfxI ilKidaF mYN pUrI rfq roNdf irhf sF. bfad ivc iesy khfxI dy nfm vflf khfxI sMgRih vI Cipaf: ‘AuwjiVaf KUh’.ies ivc iek khfxI `cfcI qfbo’ vI sI. Auho hI cfcI qfbo ijs ny iTwibaF vfly ivhVy ivc ikhf sI, ‘BYxy, ieho ijhy mF-mihwtr rotIaF bVIaF cwbdy huMdy af’. AudoN jdoN myrI mF nUM miraF ajy do ku mhIny hI hoey sn `qy cfcy nUM miraF Cy ku mhIny. Aus cfcy nUM miraF ijsdf mYN iCMdf puwqr sF, sLwkr-qOlf sF. gol mtol `qy srIr df Biraf Biraf. pr hux mYN suwk ky qIHlf ho igaf sF. myry ipMzy qoN kF nhIN sI rwjdf. hwzIaF dI muwT. cfcy dy afKy afKLrI rfq dy sLbd arQ Dfrn krn lwg pey sn: ‘puwq, jy mYN mr igaf qF qUM rotI ikwQoN KfeyNgf?’ `qy mYN vyiKaf sI ik mYN rotI nhIN sF KFdf sgoN rotI hI mYnUM Kfx lwg peI sI. rotI myrI axK nUM, afx nUM, myry svY nUM tuwk tuwk Kfx lwgI sI.
ies khfxI sMgRih ivc hor vI keI khfxIaF sn ijhVIaF myry byafsrf qy bybs bcpn nUM pysL krdIaF sn ijvyN ‘jUTI QflI’ qy ‘mrI hoeI zwz’ afid. asl ivc Aus khfxI sMgRih dI iek vI kfpI myry kol nhIN hY ies leI Xfd sLkqI `qy Bfr pf ky vI hor khfxIaF Xfd nhIN af rhIaF. ‘AuwjiVaf KUh’ khfxI sMgRih 1977 ivc Cipaf sI `qy ‘puMn df sfk’ 1982 ivc.ieh doHvyN hI khfxI sMgRih myry kol nhIN hn, ies leI iehnF ivclIaf khfxIaF df ivsiqRq ijLkr krnf myry leI musLikl hY. kyvl eynf kihxf hI kfPLI hY ik iehnF dohF pusqkF dIaF bhuq sfrIaF khfxIaF myry bcpn nUM pysL krdIaF hn.
myrf qIjf khfxI sMgRih ‘KflI plF dI sFJ’ 1987 ivc Cipaf sI. ies ivclIaF kuJ khfxIaF myry ieMglYNz dy jIvn nfl sbMiDq hn `qy kuJ pMjfb dy jIvn nfl. pMjfb dy jIvn nfl qfaluk rwKdIaF khfxIaF ieh hn: “suwky tuwkr, kxk dI borI, grFeIzr, tky tky dy bMdy, cODrI crfgL, Auh aOrq, bfhrly bMdy, sfbxdfnI” afid. ‘suwky tuwkr’ khfxI dI ipwTBUmI pysL krnI eyQy kuQF nhIN hovygI.
ieh khfxI myry iek hfxI muMzy dI `qy myrI hY. gupfl, hfkm isMG Blvfn df poqf sI `qy myrf Xfr. jLfihr hY ik Blvfn df poqf duwDF, mlfeIaF ivc pilaf hoieaf sI `qy mYN rotIAuN vI tuwtf hoieaf. Auh srIr df nroaf sI `qy mYN suwk ky ipMjr bixaf hoieaf. myrIaF hVbF ivc vVIaF hoeIaF `qy gupfl df mUMh motf `qy srIr Qul Qul krdf. Blvfn df ipMz mUlf cwk sI, CotI nihr dy Auwqy. nfl hI AuhdI pYlI sI `qy sI vI KuwlHI. Xfd afieaf, ‘AuwjiVaf KUh’ khfxI sMgRih ivc iek khfxI Blvfn dy mjHbI ‘vIrU’ bfry vI sI jo bhuq hI KUbsUrq bMsrI vjfAuNdf huMdf sI. cMn cfnxI vflI rfq AuhdI bMsrI dI hUk sux ky Tihr jFdI huMdI sI. KYr, sfzf afpxf Xfin myry qfey df KUh vI Blvfn dy KUh dy lfgy hI sI, msHF hI awDf PrlFg dUr. iek idn Blvfn ny mYnUM `qy gupfl nUM Gulx lf idwqf. sLrq rwKI iewk ruipaf. ijhVf ijwq jfey lY jfey. gupfl iPwitaf hoieaf qF sUr vFg sI pr aMdroN polf hI sI. mYN AuhnUM Zfh ilaf. Blvfn ny Auh ruipaf myry vwl vgfHqf suwitaf `qy nfl hI gupfl dy mUMh `qy kfhV krdI iewk cupyV mfrI `qy ikhf, ‘iPty mUMh mF idaf Xfrf, afh suwky tuwkr Kfx afly qoN Zih igaYN’. mYN Blvfn dI cupyV df KVfk vI suixaf `qy AuhdI gfl df vI. iewk imMt leI mYN bONdl ijhf igaf. iPr iek dm mYnUM AuhdIaF dohF gwlF dI smJ af geI. mYN afpxy hwQ ivc ienfm df PiVaf not vgfh ky Auhdy vwl mfiraf `qy ‘afpxy’ KUh vwl Bwj AuwiTaf.
‘kxk dI borI’ vIro mjHbx `qy Auhdy muMzy dI khfxI hY. asl ivc ieh khfxI mjHbI pirvfrF dI Gor grIbI `qy sLosLx dI khfxI hY ijhVf jLmIn dy mflk AuhnF `qy krdy hn. `cODrI crfgL’ qQf kiQq CotIaF jfqIaF ivc pYdf ho rhI nvIN cyqnf nUM pRsquq krdI khfxI hY.ieAuN hI ‘bfhrly bMdy’ khfxI iek aijhy pfqr nUM pysL krdI hY ijsnUM prMprf `coN pqf lwgf hY ik afrIaf lokF dy Bfrq afAux qoN pihlF ieh dysL arQfq Bfrq AuhnF df sI. Auh afrIaf lokF nUM bfhrly bMdy kihMdf hY. ‘sfbxdfnI’ BfbI `qy idAur dy irsLqy dI khfxI hY ijs dI kImq cfr afinaf dI plfsitk sfbxdfnI qoN vI Gwt hY. ieAuN hI khfxI ‘mwDvrg’ aijhy vrg nUM pysL krdI hY jo aiqaMq mOkfpRsq `qy KLudgrjL hY.
ies sMgRih dIaF ieh kuJ ku khfxIaF pMjfb ivc sYwt kIqIaF geIaF hn jdoN ik bfkI dIaF bRqfnIaF ivc sYwt hn. iekwlI iekwlI khfxI bfry gwl qF aflocnf ivc hI ho skdI hY svYjIvnI ivc nhIN.pr iewk gwl qYa hY ik myrI pihly dOr dI khfxI Auwqy mfrksvfd df zUMGf pRBfv hY. pr iesdy nfl hI ieh vI spsLt krnf bxdf hY ik mfrksvfd myry leI koeI PLYsLn dI vsqU nhIN sI. ieh PlsPLf myry jIvn dy Ezf hI myc sI jyzI myrI mfniskqf myrI ijLMdgI dy myc. jo vI jIvn anuBv mYN hMZfieaf sI Aus ivwcoN eys qoN cMgI PLsl Aus vyly pYdf nhIN sI ho skdI.
ies leI iksy pfqr, Gtnf jF siQqI nUM vyKx lwigaF myry kol iewko hI awK huMdI sI, `qy ieh awK sI dvMdfqimk pdfrQvfd dI. mYnUM XkIn ho cuwkf sI ik zfielYkitks qoN ibnf iksy siQqI, pfqr jF Gtnf df TIk ivsLlysx nhIN sI kIqf jf skdf. jLfihr hY ik mYN iksy vI siQqI, pfqr jF Gtnf dy ivsLlysLx vyly AuhnF pirsiQqIaF df ivsLlysLx krdf sF ijnFH ivwcoN ieh pfqr, siQqIaF `qy GtnfvF jnm lYNdIaF sn. ieh kfrn `qy kfrj df pRvrg jF kYtyigrI kfrjF qoN kfrnF qwk phuMcx ivc myrI mdd krdI sI. ieAuN hI bfkI dIaF kYtyigrIjL vI myrIaF shfiek huMdIaF sn. ieh sn: afm `qy ivsLysL; aMsL, smuwc `qy isstm; vsqU `qy rUp; sfr, vrqfrf `qy idwK; ainvfirqf `qy sMjog; sMBfvnf, sMBvqf `qy XQfrQ afid.
ieMj vyiKaF iksy vI pfqr dI vrqmfn hflq, iksy Gtnf df ajokf rUp jF iksy siQqI dI ivzMbnf afid afpxy afp ivc afjLfd jF atfnoms nhIN sn blik iksy ivsLysL kfrn df nqIjf sn. so iksy ivsLysL ivgfV df ijLMmyvfr pfqr nhIN sI sgoN Auh hflfq sn jo AusdI mrjLI nfmrjLI qoN suqMqr Aus `qy pRBfv pfAuNdy sn. myry afpxy bfp dy 1947 ivc muslmfnF hwQoN kql aqy Pyr myrI mF `qy kuJ hPLiqaF dy Brf dI mOq qoN bfad jdoN mYN CyaF sflF df bwcf iblkul iekwlf rih igaf qF myrI byafsrf hflq ny mYnUM bVI vwKrI qrF sLyp kIqf. jy hflfq eydF nf bxdy qF myrI ijLMdgI kuJ hor iksm dI huMdI. so ijhVI ijLMdgI mYnUM 1947 aqy ies qoN bfad nsIb hoeI Aus dy kfrn pMjfb dy AujfVy `qy vMz ivc pey hn. ijhVy kfrnF kr ky pMjfb doPfV hoieaf Ausdy kfrn pMjfb dy ieiqhfs ivc pey hn. ieAuN kfrnF df ieh islislf arok sI ikAuNik mYN vyKdf sF ik hryk huxvF kfrj pihlF kfrn rih cuwkf huMdf sI. so kfrnF `qy kfrjF dI ieh lVI bhuq lMmI sI.
iesqrF myrI koeI vI khfxI ivakqI nUM burf nhIN kihMdI sgoN AuhnF pirsiQqIaF nUM burf kihMdI hY ijnFH dI Aupj Auh ivakqI hn. dUjy pfsy aijhIaF pirsiQqIaF nUM pYdf krn vflI iDr, styt jF smfj sI. styt jF smfj ivc hI Auh qfkqvr lok sn jo afpxy jLfqI muPLfdF leI gMdI `qy iGnfAuxI isafsq dI Kyz Kyzdy sn hflFik kfrn Ausdy vI sn aqy ieh pMjfb/Bfrq dy pUry ieiqhfs ivc pey sn.
imsfl vwjoN munsLI pRym cMd dI khfxI ‘kPLn’ nUM ilaF jf skdf hY. EprI njLry vyiKaF ieAuN lgdf hY ijvyN khfxI dy do pfqr ijhVy kPLn dI rkm dI sLrfb pI jFdy hn, bhuq bury hn. pr zUMGfeI nfl ivcfiraF pqf lgdf hY ik AuhnF dI aijhI hflq dI ijLMmyvfr Gor gLrIbI hY. ieh gLrIbI vI afKrI Auwqr nhIN hY. ieh gLrIbI smfj dI kfxI vMz kr ky hY, kfxI vMz smfj dI gLlq bxqr kr ky hY. awgoN ies bxqr dy kfrn iPr ieiqhfs ivc pey hn. ieMj aMiqm rUp ivc, ktihry ivc pUrf smfj `qy swqf af KloNdy hn nf ik khfxI ‘kPLn’ dy ipAyu-puwqr.
mfrksvfd brfbrqf df smfj isrjx df supnf dyNdf hY BfvyN ik ieh vI kyvl iewk supnf hI hY. pr iesdI smJ mYnUM 1990 qoN ipwCoN afeI ik brfbrqf df smfj isrjx dI koisLsL qF bhuq awCI hY prMqU ieh isrPL zOgmf hY hor kuJ nhIN. qkVy `qy mfVy df Gol nf isrPL mnuwKI smfj df sgoN jfnvr jF psLU smfj df vI swc hY. ieh Gol kdy vI bMd nhIN hoieaf, ho hI nhIN skdf. iehnUM koeI vI PlsPLf Kqm nhIN kr skdf ikAuNik ieho hI smfj dI cflk sLkqI hY.
asl ivc mfrksvfd mnuwK nUM kyvl afrQk jF isafsI mnuwK vwjoN hI jfxdf hY, iek mfnisk jF aiDafqimk mnuwK vwjoN nhIN. pr mnuwK jdoN vI mrdf hY pihlF aMdroN mrdf hY bfhroN nhIN. mnuwK df srIrk qOr `qy mr jfxf koeI mhwqv nhIN rwKdf ikAuNik mrdf hI kuJ nhIN. jMmxf `qy mrnf doHvyN hI awK dy BulyKy hn ikAuNik ‘AUrjf’ jF ‘sLkqI’ bRihmMz ivc sdIvI hY. ieh sLkqI jF aYnrjI hI asl ivc rwb, KLudf, awlfH jF pRmfqmf hY. sLkqI kdy nhIN mrdI, ieh kyvl rUp bdldI hY. ies rUp dy bdlx nUM hI asIN jMmxf jF mrnf kihMdy hF. aYnrjI pdfrQ ivc `qy pdfrQ aYnrjI ivc qbdIl huMdf rihMdf hY. ieMj glYksIaF qk rUp bdldIaF hn. pr sfzI BfsLf ivc ‘mr’ jFdIaF hn. nvIaF glYksIaF pYdf huMdIaF rihMdIaF hn. iehnUM ajokI ivigafnk BfsLf ivc ‘rcnfqimkqf dI lgfqfrqf df nym’ ikhf jFdf hY.
ikAuNik mfrksvfd mnuwK dy mnoivigafn nUM nhIN jfxdf ies leI Auh AusdI aMdrUnI mOq qoN vI anjfx hY. mnuwK dy mnoivigafn nUM PLrfiez, juMg `qy aYzlr smJdy hn pr mfrksvfd df AuhnF nfl kwtV vYr hY.
KLYr, mYN iPr khfxI vwl prqdf hF. iewQy mYN ‘KflI plF dI sFJ’ khfxI-sMgRih dIaF cfr khfxIaF izskws krnIaF cfhuMdf hF. khfxI ‘PLRI susfietI’ pdfrQk `qy afrQk swiBafcfrF dy ivroD nUM pysL krdI hY. 1970ivaF dy bRqfnvI pMjfbI smfj nUM drpysL smwisafvF ivwcoN iewk smwisaf ieh sI ik grBrokU ipljL dI eIjfd ny ijwQy AuhnF nUM pirvfr inXojn dI qOPLIk bKLsLI EQy hI kuafrIaF jF axivafhIaF kuVIaF duafrf iehnF ipljL dy iesqymfl krn dy aml ny AuhnF nUM burI qrFH cONkf idwqf. jy koeI kuafrI kuVI ipljL lYNdI hY qF jLfihr hY Ausdf koeI buafey PrYNz hY ijs nfl Auh sONdI hY. ies khfxI dy ipwCy kMm kr irhf drsLn ieh hY ik nvIaF ivigafnk kfZF nfl swiBafcfr dy pdfrQk Kyqr ivc jo qbdIlI vfprdI hY Auh swiBafcfr dy aiDafqimk Kyqr nUM nfgvfr gujLrdI hY. pdfrQk Kyqr dIaF qbdIlIaF dy anukUl afqimk Kyqr df bdlnf jF iPr EzI hI qyjLI nfl bdlnf mumikn nhIN huMdf. afqimk Kyqr mukfblqn vDyry itkfAU jF sQfeI huMdf hY. ieh bdldf qF hY pr bhuq hOlI, jdoNik pdfrQk Kyqr qyjLI nfl bdldf hY. ieh kdy vI icr sQfeI nhIN huMdf. nvIaF eIjfdF afqimk Kyqr dy swiBafcfr ivc asMquln pYdf kr dyNdIaF hn. iswtf afqimk `qy mfnisk ksLt ivc, mOqF sdimaF ivc, pihlI `qy dUjI pIHVI dI prspr lVfeI `qy ivroD ivc inkldf hY. iesy hI qwQ nUM khfxI ‘PLRI susfietI’ gflpink rUp ivc pysL krdI hY.
‘aglf kdm’ khfxI df njLrIaf vI qkrIbn ieho hI hY. pMjfbI jF BfrqI mUl dy lok ieMglYNz af ky iek dm bdly hoey nvyN smfj dy afriQk suwKF nUM kbUl kr lYNdy hn prMqU ies smfj dIaF afqimk mMgF vwl nFh df njLrIaf aKLiqafr kr lYNdy hn. iswtf, pihlI `qy dUjI pIHVI dy drimafn jfnlyvf qxfAu dI sLkl ivc inkldf hY. mfpy duwKI huMdy hn ik AuhnF dy mUl swiBafcfr nUM Korf lwg irhf hY jdoNik bwcy duwKI huMdy hn ik AuhnF df ipCFh iKwcU smfj AuhnF nUM smkflI gory muMizaF-kuVIaF dy smfnaMqr nhIN qurn dy irhf. bwcy bgLfvq (pihlf kdm) `qy Auqr afAuNdy hn ijsdf ‘aglf kdm’ hfnIkfrk ho skdf hY.
dUjy pfsy BfrqI/pMjfbI mUl dy lok isLkfieq krdy hn ik AuhnF nfl nslI ivqkrf huMdf hY jdoNik iesdy br-aks ieho hI mfpy afpxy bwicaF nUM aMgryjL tIcrF koloN pVfHAux nUM qF iqafr hn pr BfrqI/pMjfbI tIcr koloN nhIN BfvyN Auh tIcr pUrI qrFH iesy hI dysL dI kuaflIPfeIz hovy `qy Ausy hI skUl ivc pVfHAuNdI hovy. ies gwl nUM khfxI ‘ajIb mfjrf’ ivc pysL kIqf igaf hY.
ies sMgRih dI muwK khfxI ‘KflI plF dI sFJ’ ieh qwQ pysL krdI hY ik bRqfnIaf ivc mfpy mr jfx nfl koeI XqIm nhIN huMdf, pqI mr jfx nfl koeI ivDvf nhIN huMdI aqy pqnI mr jfx nfl koeI rMzf nhIN huMdf. pMjfb/Bfrq ivc ieh sB kuJ huMdf sI ikAuNik EQy XqIm bwicaF, ivDvf aOrqF jF iekwly kfry `qy bjLurg ho cuwky bMdy nUM afriQk qOr `qy sFBx vflf koeI nhIN sI. muMzy dy buZfpy dI zMgorI bxn vflf sMklp vI eyQy rwd ho igaf. pdfrQk swiBafcfr qF bdl igaf pr afqmf nf bdl swkI. mfvF sflF qwk eyQy GroN jf cuwky muMizaF nUM buZfpy dI zMgorI afK ky BuwbF mfrdIaF rhIaF. ies khfxI df swc kyvl 1970ivaF df swc hY awj df swc nhIN. prMqU sfihq df vI ieiqhfs huMdf hY. vfrs dI hIr df mhwqv Aus jLmfny ivc hY jdoN Auh ilKI geI sI.
‘lfl cONk’ khfxI-sMgRih dIaF kuJ khfxIaF pMjfb/Bfrq nfl sbMDq hn `qy kuJ ieMglYNz nfl. imsfl vwjoN ‘lfl cONk’ khfxI bysLwk sRIngr ivc vfprdI hY iesdf pUrf cOKtf iksy vI aijhy cONk dI gwl krdf hY ijwQy imhnq sLkqI vycI qy KRIdI jFdI hY. ieh khfxI smfijk qy afriQk ienklfb ivc myry XkIn nUM pkyrf krdI hY pr ieh Aus jLmfny dI Aupj hY jdoN mYnUM hr sMkt df hwl kyvl kimAUinjLm ivc hI lwBdf sI. AudoN myrf sMsfr idRsLtIkon hI ieho sI.
khfxI ‘myrI slIb’ drasl bRqfnIaf ivc imhnq sLkqI vycx afey hryk prvfsI dI slIb hY. ieh slIb hY sImq vsIilaF `qy asIm loVF ivckfr bxy qxfAyu dI ijsnUM sfry hI prvfsI kfmy hr Xuwg ivc Bugqdy hn.
‘ziraf hoieaf afdmI’ khfxI 1984 dy pMjfb ivc bfhroN gey bMdy dI qRfsdI nUM pysL krdI hY. ‘iewk nvF pRsLn-icMnH’ dUjI pusLq bfry kuJ svfl AusfrdI hY. ‘iewk sLihr dI dfsqfn’ pMjfb ivcly iek aijhy sLihr bfry hY ijsnUM pivqwr sLihr df drjf duafAux leI isafsI lVfeI lVI jf rhI hY hflFik Auh sB qoN vwD plIq sLihr hY. ieh khfxI mOkf-pRsq, gMdI qy iGnfAuxI BfrqI isafsq df krUp ichrf nMgf krdI hY.
khfxI-sMgRih ‘kuafr gMdl’ ivc igafr khfxIaF sMkilq hn. iehnF khfxIaF df Kulfsf kuJ iesqrFH kIqf jf skdf hY.

mfeI Bfgo: purfxy ieiqhfs dI smkfl ivc gLlq ivafiKaf dy iswty vwjoN gLlq mUv.
jfdUgr: pfVo `qy rfj kro dI isafsq df prdf PLfsL krnf.
hvf: bUhy bfrIaF Kohlx dy nF Auqy Gr dy drvfjLy hI BMn dyxy.
zIryl: BfrqI isafsq df lcrpn aqy smfj dy afm jIaF dI drdnfk siQqI.
afhlxy: hr kMm `coN PLfiedf lwBx dI pRivrqI dI pysLkfrI.
Brosf: mwD sLRyxIaF df sLwkI ikrdfr.
slIkf: nv-DMnvfn vrg dI QoQI afkV.
mKIr: DrmF df krm-kFz aqy vfsqivkqf.
isgrt: afqMkvfd nUM smJx df Xqn.
kuafr gMdl: bRqfnIaf ivc buwZI ho cuwkI kflI imhnq sLkqI dI khfxI.
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1991 qoN 1994 dy cfr vryH mYN idwlI ivc gujLfry sn. idwlI myry leI EprI sI `qy mYN idwlI leI. myry sfhmxy lokF dI iek vsIh BIV df mMjLr sI. myry sfhmxy afm lokF dy msly sn pr pfqrF nUM mYN nhIN sF jfxdf. myry awgy isafsI lokF dI iek qsvIr sI, dysL df cor rsiqaF vflf kfnUMn sI , Pokfpn sI pr ichry spsLt nhIN sn. mYN kuJ kihxf cfhuMdf sF pr pfqrF dy ichiraF dI pCfx qoN ibnF, AuhnF nfl iek Aumr gujLfrn qoN ibnF, khfxI ikvyN ilK skdf sF? socx dy aml ivcoN inklidaF aqy smuwc nUM pysL krn leI ivDIaF dI qlfsL kridaF mYN PYNtysI ivDI qwk phuMcf. ies PYNtysI ivDI dy iesqymfl nfl myry agly khfxI-sMgRih ‘bjLurg bfbf `qy BIV’ dIaF khfxIaF vjUd ivc afeIaF.
mYnUM ieh khfxIaF ilK ky `qy Cpvf ky byhwd KusLI hoeI sI. PYNtysI ivDI kyzI qfkqvr sI, iesdf aihsfs mYnUM pihlI vfrI hoieaf. bjLurg bfbf `qy BIV, gMdf nflf `qy sUr, cUhy qy kuiVwkIaF, kfieaf klp, gulmohr, cwly hoey kfrqUs, PLrjLI afdmI aqy pfgLl afid khfxIaF iesy hI dOr ivc `qy PLYNtysI ivDI ivc ilKIaF geIaF sn.
pr iek gwl spwsLt hY ik bysLwk kivqf aqy khfxI nUM muZly dOr ivc mYN afpxy svY nUM pysL krn dI loV vwjoN apxfieaf lyikn rPLqf rPLqf ieh doHvyN sfihqk ivDfvF myry afly duafly dy smfj nUM pysL krn df mfiDam hI bxIaF. myry afpxy drd Coty ho gey aqy smfj df smuwcf drd myrI klf dI vsqU bx igaf. ieAuN ‘bjLurg bfbf `qy BIV’ df bjLurg bfbf pUry Bfrq vrsL df rUp Dfrn kr jFdf hY. ‘gMdf nflf `qy sUr’ df sUr mnuwKI jIaF vFg bolx lgdf hY. gMdf nflf BfrqI smfj dIaF ahurF df pRqIk bx jFdf hY aqy sUr iek KojI jF smfj ivigafnI. khfxI `cUhy `qy kuiVwkIaF’ ajokI kfnUMn ivvsQf ivclIaF ivrlF nUM pysL krdf hY ijnFH QfxIN cUhy jF aprfDI sfPL inkl jFdy hn qy vwzy qoN vwzf gunfh kr ky vI aKIr brI ho jFdy hn. `cwly hoey kfrqUs’ khfxI BfsLf dy Gs jfx aqy arQrihq ho jfx dy aml nUM pRqIkfqimk pwDr `qy pysL krdI hY. ‘kfieaf klp’ ivvsQf dI krmhIxqf nUM pRsquq krdI hY ijwQy kyvl nfm bdl dyx nfl hI suDfr hoieaf smJ ilaf jFdf hY. pirsiQqIaF AuhI rihMdIaF hn pr QfvF dy nfm bdl idwqy jFdy hn ijvyN prjf aYpfrtmYNts dI QF rfjf afpfrtmYNts.
kuJ iesy qrFH hI bfkI khfxIaF hn. ieh khfxIaF smuwcI BfrqI swqf nUM, irsLvqKorI nUM, Kur cuwky jIvn muwlF nUM, afdrsLhIxqf nUM, dUr dUr qwk PYlI aigafnqf qy gLrIbI nUM, luwt Gsuwt nUM, swc bolx vfly dy pfgLlpn nUM, JUT dI bwly bwly nUM, vysvfigrI nUM, QoQy vihmF BrmF nUM aqy hor drjnF burfeIaF nUM pysL krdIaF hn.
‘bMd guPLfvF’ khfxI-sMgRih dIaF khfxIaF iewk vwKrI PLfrm jF rUp lY ky sfhmxy afAuNdIaF hn. pfTk vyK skxgy ik ‘AuwjiVaf KUh’ khfxI-sMgRih qoN lY ky ‘bMd guPLfvF’ qwk phuMcidaF myrI glp vsqU vI bdlI hY aqy khfxI df rUp vI. iksy iek siQr rUp ivc khfxI khI jfxf myry suBf ivc hI nhIN ikAuNik myrf suBf vI pirvrqnsLIlL hY. bdlfv hI myrI jLfqI pRikrqI hY. jy myrI hryk aglI khfxI kuJ nvF aqy nvyN rUp ivc nhIN kihMdI qF mYN khfxI ilKdf hI nhIN, jy ilK hI leI hY qF jldI hI pfV ky suwt dyNdf hF. ieho hI hfl myry nfvl df vI hY. ‘nvyN irsLqy’ qoN ‘pMjfb sMqflI’ qwk afAuNidaF hr vfr myrf sbjYkt qy rUp bdilaf hY. iewko hI sLY nUM vfr vfr kihxf mYnUM psMd nhIN.