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sfzIaF aOrqF mhfn hn. sfzy smfj ivwc hryk aOrq afpxy nfl iewk ieiqhfs smoeI bYTI hY. afpxy sIny aMdr drdF df iewk smuMdr dbfeI bYTI hY. luk iCp ky Aus smuMdr nUM awKF rfhIN hOlf krdI hY. myrI dfdI vI, ijsnUM asIN ipafr nfl byby kihMdy sI, iewk aijhI hI aOrq sI, jo afpxy idl ivwc axigxq swDrF lY ky ies dunIaF nUM alivdf kih geI.
Ausdf sB qoN vwzf duKFq ieh irhf ik AusnUM afpxf dysL, inpfl, Cwz ky pMjfb dy iewk Coty ijhy ipMz isvIaF ivwc myry dfdy dy Gr vsxf ipaf. myrf dfdf koeI burf iensfn nhHIN sI. Auh iewk sDfrn iksfn sI, ijs kol gujLfry jogI cMgI jLmIn sI. koeI aYb nhHIN sI qy KyqI df kMm Auh bVHI imhnq nfl krdf sI. pMjfb `c ivafh nf hox kfrn Auh inpfl `coN iewk aOrq, myrI dfdI, nUM ‘ivafh’ ilafieaf sI. afpxy dysL nUM Cwz ky Auh iksy mjLbUrI vws ieQy ‘vs’ geI.
mYnUM keI vfrI hYrfnI huMdI ik iewk iblkuwl vwKry klcr ivwcoN af ky Auh ikvyN ieQoN dy klcr nfl iewkimwk ho geI. ieQo dI bolI, Kfx pihnx qy vrq ivhfr dI eynHI zUMGI qrHF ikvy jfxU ho geI. byby mYnUM dwsdI huMdI sI ik ieQy af ky pihlF pihlF Auh ikMnHIN duKI hoeI sI. keI mhIny Ausdf ieQy iblkul hI jI nHIN lwigaf. rotI vI Auh keI keI idn nHIN KFdI sI. jI krdf sI ik AuWz ky inpfl phuMc jfvy. pr hOlI holI Auh ieQoN dy mhOl dI afdI ho geI. ieh ‘hOlI hOlI’ ikMnHF hOlI bIiqaf hoAU, mYN klpxf vI nf kr skdf. pr scmuwc myrI dfdI ny eyQoN dy mfhOl nfl smJOqf kr ilaf.
myrI dfdI dI kuwKoN Cy bwicaF df jnm hoieaf. do qF bcpx `c hI ies jhfn nUM alivdf kih gey qy bfkI cfrF nUM myrI dfdI ny pUrI rIJ nfl pfilaf. do muMzy qy do hI kuVHIaF XfnI myrf zYzI qy cfcf aqy do myrIaF BUaF. sLfied bwicaF dy moh ny hI AuhnF df moh pMjfb dI DrqI nfl joVHx df muwZ bMwinHaf. bws Pyr qF Ausny afpxf nsIbf pMjfb nfl joV ilaf. Pyr ieQoN dI BfsLf vI AusnUM smJ afAux lwg peI. pihlF pihlF qF lok AusnUM AuprI njLr nfl dyKdy sI, pr bfad `c Auh vI Aus nfl vrqx lwg pey. ies qrHF byby ny ipMz nfl iewk sFJ ijhI pYdf kr leI. ipMz dI sDfrn ijLdgI df Auh iewk aMg bx geI. iewk sDfrn pMjfbI aOrq vFg Auh Gr df sfrf kMm krdI. ipMz dy iksy sFJy smfgm, ivafh jF aKMz pfT, ivwc Auh hfjLrI Brn lwgI. ies qrHF keI sflF dI axQwk imhnq nfl Ausny afpxy nfloN ‘inpfln’ vrgy ivsLysLx nUM msF qoiVaf. AusdI isafxp sdkf ipMz ivwc AusdI iewjLq vI hox lwg peI.
byby dwsdI huMdI sI ik Auh ipMzoN pMj Cy ikwlomItr dUroN isr `qy gwtf rwK ky aftf iphf ky ilafAuNdI huMdI sI. qVHky cfr vjy AuWT ky psLUaF nUM nIrHf-cfrf pfAuxf, mwJF dIaF DfrF kwZxIaF qy duwD irVHkxf qy bfad `c idhfVIaF dIaF rotIaF bnfAxIaF Ausdy rojL dy kMm sn. kMm krn lwgI ny Auhny kdy mwQy vwt nHIN pfieaf sI. hor qF hor Auh dfdy nfl Kyq `c vI kMm krvfAuMdI sI. asl `c kMm krnf AusnUM aOKf lwgdf eI nhIN sI. Auh dwsdI sI ik inpfl `c qF iesqoN ikqy ijLafdf kMm krnf pYNdf sI pr rotI nHI juVHdI sI.
guaFZIaF nfl Auh pUrf moh rwKdI sI. ipMz `c cfhy iksy dy vI mrg ho jFdI, byby ibnF nfgf pfey AuhnF dy Gr bYTx jFdI sI. byby ny myry dfdy dIaF BYxF nfl vI bxf ky rwKI. Auh hfly qwk vI sfzy nfl vrqdy hn. mqlb pMjfb dI iewk afm pyNzU suafxI vFg Ausny sfzf Gr ‘bMnH’ ilaf. afpxy bwicaF nUM pUry vDIaf qrIky nfl qy vDIaf pirvfrF `c ivafihaf. BUaF hurIaF nUM hr iqwQ-iqAuhfr qy iml ky afAuNdI sI qy bxdy srdy kwpVy jF pYsy dy ky afAuMdI sI. Gr afey mihmfn nUM pUry moh nfl imldI sI.
pr ieQy af ky Auh afpxy dysL nflo tuwtI nHI. inpfl dIaF AuhnF aOrqF nfl afpxIaF irsLqydfrIaF bxfeIaF, ijhVIaF Auhdy vFg hI ieQy af ky vsIaF sn. Auh jdoN inpfl dIaF gwlHF krdI qF bVHy cfa nfl AuQoN dy ipMzF qy kMmF kfrF bfry GMitaF bwDI dwsdI rihMdI. mYNnUM vI Coty huMdy nUM, jdoN mY CyvIN `c huMdf sI, qF Aus nfl inpfl jfx df mOkf imilaf. ijMnHF byby dwsdI huMdI sI Aus nfloN ikqy vwD ipafr imilaf AuQy. mYN sfrI ijLMdgI Aus inpfl Xfqrf nUM Buwl nHIN skdf. AuQoN dy lok, phfV, iqAuhfr ajy vI myry idl `c DUh pfAuNdy hn.
biTMzy Qrml klOnI `c qy jnqf ngr `c bhuq sfry inpflI pirvfr rihMdy hn. byby AuhnF sfiraF nUM jfxdI sI. mYN vI Cotf huMdf keI vfrI byby nfl AuQy jFdf huMdf sI. sfry inpflI mrd qy aOrqF byby df bhuq ijLafdf siqkfr krdy. sfrf idn sfzI syvf krdy rihMdy. AunHF dy GrF `c jf ky byby nUM bhuq KusLI huMdI sI. sLfied AusnUM inpfl jfx df hI aihsfs huMdf sI AuQy jf ky. byby dy Brf qy BqIjy vI sfzy Gr imlx afAuNdy sI. Auh bhuq hI imlfpVy qy moh iBwjy afdmIN ny.
myry bcpx `c myrI cfcy ivwc jgIrU rUcIaF bhuq ijLafdf BfrU sn. cfhy byby Auhdy nfl rihMdI sI pr Auh hmysLf hI byby nUM iewk KrIdI hoeI aOrq smJdf sI. sLfied pihlF lok AusnUM qfhxy mfrdy hox ik Auh inpflx df mUMzf hY. lokF dy qfhinaF df guwsf Auh byby `qy kwZ idMdf sI. pr AuhdIaF iJVkF sux ky mYN kdy byby nUM roNdy hoey nHIN dyiKaf sI. sLfied Auh afpxIaF awKF dy hMJU bhuq pihlF mukf cuwkI sI. bfad `c qF cfcy `c bhuq bdlfa af igaf. ijwQy Auh pihlF byby dy inpfl `coN afey irsLqydfrF nFl ruwKf ijhf vrqfAu krdf sI AuQy hux Auh AuhnF dI pUrI afAU Bgq krn lyNg ipaf sI. byby df vI purf iDafn rwKx lwg ipaf sI. byby dy moh ny AuhnUM ijwq ilaf sI. ipCly keI sflF qoN iksfn XUnIan dIaF srgrmIaF `c ihwsf lYx krky vI Aus ivwc jgIrU rucIaF GtIaF hn.
pihlF byby lgBg do ku sflF bfad inpfl jf afAuNdI sI pr ipCly cfr ku sflF qoN nHIN geI sI. mYN jdoN puwiCaf qF kihMdI ik inpfl `c hux ‘rOlf’ ipaf hoieaf, jdoN sLFqI hoeI qF jfAUMgI. mYN smJ igaf ik byby mfAuvfdI gqIivDIaF bfry gwlHF kr rhI hY. pr byby dy idl `c rOly df sMklp pMjfb dy sn curfsI dy rOly vflf sI. AuhnUM aiqvfdI qy mfAuvfdI sLbd iewko ijhy lwgdy sI. mYN ijMnHF piVHaf jF suixaf sI, Ausy dy afDfr `qy AusnUM dwisaf ik ieh rOlf afpxy pMjfb dy rOly vrgf nHIN. ieQy qF afm lokF nUM ‘bfby’ mfrI gey, pr AuQy qF afm lok sfry iewk pfsy af qy rfjy mhfrfjy qy AusdI POjL dUjy pfsy hY. pqf nHIN myrI gwlH byby nUM ikMnHF ku smJ afeI, pr Auh gwl sux dy cuwp ijhI kr geI. sLfied curfsI dy sMqfp nUM Xfd kr ky, sLfied afpxy dysL inpfl dy ‘rOly’ bfry koeI klpxf krn lwg peI sI ….
jdoN inpfl ivwc mfAuvfdI pfrtI dI srkfr bxIN qF inpflI kimAUinst pfrtI nfl pUrI qrHF sihmq nf hox dy bfvjUd vI mYN KusL sI. mYN bhuq KusLI nfl byby nUM dwisaf ik inpfl `c hux vDIaf srkfr bxgI. rfjy nUM gwdI qoN lfhqf. hux AuQy grIbI qy jfq pfq muwk jfxgy. hux AuQy lokF nUM kuVHIaF eyDr nHIN vycxIaF pYxgIaF. myrI gwl sux ky byby dIaF awKF ivwc prl prl hMJU vihx lwgy ….
myrI byby swqrF sflF dI ho geI pr mYM kdy AusnUM ibmfr jF iZwlI-mwTI nHI dyiKaf. hmysLf qMdrusq rihx vflI myrI byby nUM swqrvyN sfl `c iewk nfmurfd ibmfrI, kYNsr, ho geI. jy Auh inpfl hI rihMdI qF sLfied AusnUM ieh ibmfrI kdy nf huMdI. phfVI lokF nUM ibmfrIaF bhuq Gwt lgdIaF hn, ibmfrIaF qF ‘qrwkIXfPqf’ mYdfnI lokF nUM hI huMdIaF hn. asIN Ausdf AuprysLn krvfieaf. iewk vfrI pUrI TIk ho geI. pr sfl bfad iPr AuhI ibmfrI afpxf asr idKfAux lwg peI. zfktrF nUM idKfieaf, hryk tYst krvfieaf. pr hux ibmfrI afpxIaF hwdF lMG cuwkI sI. zfktrF ny jvfb dy idwqf. sdf AuqsLfh `c rihx vflI myrI byby hux ivcfrI mMjy `qy peI sI. kuC pcdf nhIN sI. AultIaF˜-twtIaF nfl nfVF sUqIaF jFdIaF. hux AusnUM afpxI mOq idsx lwg peI sI. gwlF krdI krdI ro pYNdI. iewk rfq hflq kuC TIk hoeI qF inpfl dIaF gwlF krn lwg peI. kihMdI sI ik “jy mYN TIk ho geI qF inpfl jf ky afAuNgI, AuQy myrIaF shylIaF hn, sfzy Gr hn, Auh dyKFgI. jy mr geI qF vI ieQy nHIN rihMdI, inpfl jfAuNgI. aglf jnm vI inpfl `c lAuNgI. mrn qoN bfad QonUM qMg nHIN krdI ….”
mYN AusdIaF gwlF sux ky suMn ijhf ho igaf. sfrf idn ivvhfirk ijhIaF gwlF krn vflI myrI byby dy aMdr jLjLibaF df eynHF vwzf hVH. afpxI DrqI, afpxy lokF pRqI eynHI iKwc. pr sfrI Aumr afpxy `qy ieMnHF jbq rwiKaf ik koeI aMdfjf vI nHIN lgf skdf. mYN socdf ik jy myrI byby QoVHI ijhI vI TIk ho jFdI qF mYN
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byby dI mOq koeI ‘kwlI-kihrI Gtnf nHIN, sgoN hjLfrF lwKF aOrqF dI iehI hoxI hY. axigxq ijLMdVIaF hI prvfs df sMqfp Jwl rhIaF hn. axigxq lok kYNsr vrgIaF ibmfrIaF nfl lVHdy lVHdy aKIr nUM hfr jFdy hn. asl `c kYNsr myrI byby nUM nhIN sgoN sfzy isstm nUM hoieaf hY. loV isstm dy kYNsr df ielfjL krn dI hY. Pyr sLfied iksy nUM ies qrHF swDrF afpxy idl ivwc lY ky mrnf nf pvy ….
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