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“insLfny bgYr mMjLl dI pRfpqI nhIN ho skdI. pRhyjL bgYr duvf lYx df koeI lfB nhIN. aDfr rihq qy aml qoN swKxI iksy ikiraf df koeI Pl nhIN. BfvnfvF dI inrml Dfrf `coN hI ipafry dy dr dI toh aqy Aus dI nUrI Coh nsIb huMdI hY.”
“pr myry gurUdyv, iewQoN hI myrI mn dI vydnf arMB huuMdI hY. iesy pIV dI nivrqI leI quhfzI crn-sLrn afieaf hF. Aus dI Coh leI Aus idn mY Aus dy dr `qy igaf sF; bhuq qrisaf, bhuq Ediraf hoieaf. imlfp dI myry aMdr aMqF dI qVp sI. bhuq lMmf pYNzf Jfg ky mY mursLd dy dr `qy phuMicaf. mubfrk dr `qy dsqk idwqI. aMdroN bhuq koml avfjL afeI,
“ kOx hY?”
“ mY hF[[mY[[mY qyrf pRymI” DVkdy idl nfl mY afiKaf.
pr surIlI avfjL bMd ho geI- iPr nf bolI. mY jLor jLor nfl drvfjLf KVkfieaf. AuWcI AuWcI cIikaf pr drvfjLf nf KuwilHaf. smf bdilaf, ruwqF bdlIaF, mIh pey, JwKV Juwly, hnyrIaF afeIaF, mY pUry isdk nfl KVHf irhf, drvfjLy `qy rih rih ky twkrF mfrdf irhf, cIkdf iclFdf irhf. myry hwQ, myrf mwQf lhU luhfx ho gey, pr drvfjLf nf KuwilHaf nf avfjL afeI. mY qVpdf, iKJdf, JUrdf irhf. nf KVHn jogf nf muVn jogf. myry gurUudyv aijhf ikEN hoieaf? aijhI avsQf nUM mY kI khF?”
“E myry Boly bwcy, myrIaF keI gwlF qyrI smJ ivc nhIN afANudIaF. mY bfr bfr afiKaY beI ‘hAuN’ jF ‘mY’ nUM myry mursLd dy dr `qy koeI QF nhIN. drvfjLf AuWQy sI ikwQy? qUM ivarQ twkrF mfrdf irhf. qyry aMdr ‘hAumY-hMkfr’ dI kMD sI; jo qyry qy mflk ivckfr AuWsrI hoeI sI. jIvn dy hr Kyqr ivc hAumY, hMkfr jF GumMz dy sfry ibKyVy hn. ies avsQf ivc qyrf Aus suhxy mflk nfl imlfp ikvyN vI sMBv nhIN sI. iksy Xug ivc nhIN hoieaf, nf hoxf hY. iewk imafn ivc do qlvfrF pfAux dI ikiraf inrfrQk huuMdI hY.”
“myry gurUdyv, iewk vfr qUM afiKaf sI, ‘mY aijhy iksy mwq, mirXfdf jF Drm nUM nhIN mMndf; ijsdf jIvn dy XQfrQ nfl koeI sbMD nf hovy aqy aijhI iksy rIq-rsm leI myry aMdr koeI QF nhIN; ijsdf myrI mOq ipwCoN myry nfl sfQ nf inBdf hovy.”
“jI hF, myry vqs, ieh myry jIvn df isDFq hY.”
“ pr myry rihbr, mY qF afpxIaF kkfrF afpxy aMg sMg rKdf hF. ieh myry pRfxf qoN ipafrIaF hn. myrI mOq ipwCoN kI ieh myry nfl nhIN jfxgIaF?”
“hOlI bol, koeI sux nf lvy, Aury ho, myry nyVy ho ky sux. dunIaF `c bhuq vwzI mfqrf AunHF lokF dI hY; jo awKF rKdy hoey vI aMnHy hn, kMn huMidaF vI boly hn. qrk qy dlIl dI vI koeI sImf huMdI hY. sMsfr ivc sfrIaF gwlF, sfiraF simaF `qy sfiraF nfl nhIN kIqIaF jf skdIaF.
“qUM suixaF nhIN suaFqI bUMd bfry? suaFqI bUMd jy kyly ivc izwgy qF kpUr bx jFdI hY, jy iswpI ivc izwgy qF moqI bx jFdI hY, pr jy Auh bUMd swp dy mUMh ivc izwgy qF jLihr bx jFdI hY. suaFqI bUMd vrgIaF bhuq sfrIaF kImqI gwlF sfiraF nUM hjLm nhIN huMdIaF, krn dI loV vI nhIN.
“pr myry ipafry vqs, qYnUM dwsF, rwbI ivDfn ieh hY ik iksy sQUl qy jVH vsqU df iksy sUKm qy inrakfr nfl koeI vfh-vfsqf nhIN. srIr sQUl hY, afqmf inrakfr hY. sQUl qn ivc sUKm afqmf df kyvl vfsf hY pr qn vFg sQUl nhIN.”
“ieho gwl mY bRfhmx dy jnyAU bfry afKI sI ik srIr dI mOq ipwCoN inrakfr afqmf akfr vfly cfr Dfgy cuwk ky afpxy nfl nhIN iljf skdI. qwg dy ieh cfr Dfgy iewQy hI srIr nfl sV jfxy hn. aqy ieho rmjL dI gwl rfjy dunI cMd nUM smJfeI sI ik hor smfn dI qF gwl Cwz, iewk ingUxI sUeI vI mOq qoN bfad qyry nfl nhIN jf skdI. qwg pfAux qoN ienkfr krn ipwCy ieho iewk buinafdI dlIl sI. smy qy siQqI anusfr bdlnf hI buwDImwqf hY.”
“myry ipafry rihbr, qUM afpxI ihXfqI `c bhuq lMmI Xfqrf kIqI hY. isafixaF aMdfjLy lfey ny ik muhMmd sfihb ny kul ZfeI sO mIl df sPr kIqf, mUsf jI ny do sO qoN vwD sPr nhIN kIqf, ikRsLn jI gujrfq qoN kfTIafvfV qwk sImq rhy, mhfqmf buwD ibhfr qoN bfhr nhIN inkly pr qyry bfry aMdfjLy hn ik qUM cfr hjLfr mIl qoN vwD sMsfr df Brmx kIqf hY; jo pMdrvIN sdI qoN awj qwk iksy pYdl Xfqrf df rIkfrz hY.
“jdoN qUM qIjI AudfsI `qy igaf qF ies AudfsI dy koeI iqMn sflF ivcoN vDyry smf musilm dysLF ivwc ivcrdf irhf. mwky, bgdfd qy hor sLihrF ivc pIrF PkIrF nfl kIqI crcf sfry jgq ivc pRiswD hY. musilm BfeIcfry ivc mfs df ahfr kIqf jFdf hY. nfly huMdf vI ‘hlfl’ hY. sfzy iewQy hux rOlf pfAuNdy aY beI mfs Kfxf pfp hY pr kuJ afKI jFdy aY ‘Jtky’ df koeI hrj nhIN. mY qYQoN puwCxf cfhuMdf hF beI qyrI Xfqrf dOrfn qyry leI suwcy hwQF vflf, sLuD vYsLno aMn pfxI ikMnHF pMzqF dy GroN bxky afAuNdf irhf?
“Auie mUrKo, keI vfr mYnUM quhfzIaF kmlIaF rmlIaF gwlF `qy bhuq hfsf afAuNdY. qusIN pfT dI rt lfeI jFdy hoy, kwTy sO sO, do do sO aKMzpfT dwbI jFdy ho, ikDry vfr nhIN afAuNdf pr AusnUM smJx dI ivcfrx dI vI kdy koeI gwl kIqI hY?
“Auie kmilE, mY afpxI bfxI ivc afpxI ivcfrDfrf df buinafdI isDFq hI ieho idwqf hY ik iewk nUr, iewk joq qoN sfrI isRsLtI dy jIvF dI AuqpqI hoeI hY aqy sfry jIv jMqU kudrq dy lfzly DIaF-puwqr hn, mfnv dI jLfq iewk hY,iPr kOx AuWqm, kOx nIc rih igaf?
“nfly myrI ihXfqI dy sB qoN pihly bol hI ieho sn; jo mY sB nUM suxf ky afKy sn, ‘nf ko ihMdU nf muslmfn’ pr lgdY myrI ieh gwl vI smy dI DUV ivc dwb ky rih geI hY. iewk smy jdoN mYnUM ieh puiCaf igaf ik ‘dwso ihMdU vwzf hY ik muslmfn?’ qF AuWnHF Bly pursLF nUM vI mY ieho afiKaf sI, “sLuB amlF bfJoN dono roeI”
“rhI gwl myry Bojn dI, mfs jF sfg Kfx dI gwl. swc dwsF, mY qF kI Bgvfn vI Bojn nfl nhIN, Bfvnf nfl bwJf hoieaf hY. Bfvnf nfl idwqI hr vsqU myry leI AuWqm pdfrQ hY; iPr mY nhIN dyKdf ik myry awgy kI proisaf hY jF ikho ijhf proisaf hY. myrf goivMd BfAu-Bfvnf df BuwKf hY.
“pr myry ipafirE, qusIN ivcfrdy nhIN. mfs mfs krky rOlLf pfAux qy JgVf krn vilaF nUM mY bhuq kTor sLbdF ivc ‘mUrK’ afiKaY. hor kI afK skdf sI? ivcfr ky doKo, kudrq ny hr jIv leI irjLk qy Kurfk dy vsIly ikMnI brIkI nfl, ikMnI qrqIb nfl, ikMny Tos qy ikMnI BFq dy kIqy hn. kuJ inrol mfs KFdy, kuJ Gfs KFdy hn. kuJ jIvF df ahfr hI jIv hn. Aus dy pRbMD ivc mfs hI mfs nUM Kf irhf hY. Aus dy ivDfn ivc asIN qusIN kI dKl dy skdy hF?
“ieh ikMnI hfsohIxI gwl hY ik iksy inrdosL jfnvr nUM mfrn qy Kfx dy lokF afpo afpxy qOr qrIky bxf Dry hn, afpo afpxI mirXfdf bxf rwKI hY, vwKo vwKrf lybl lf riKaf hY, koeI Jtkf afK irhY, koeI hlfl. mfs qF boldf nhIN beI mY Jtkf hF jF hlfl. jy mfs hI KfxY qF kI kuwqf, kI ibwlf, kI gAU kI sUr qy kI hor kuJ. mfs dI nsl qf iewk hY.
“nfly ieh dwso mfs KFdf kOx nhIN. hkIkq spsLt hY ‘jyqy dfxy aMn ky jIaF bfJ n koie.’
“hor doKo, jfnvr dy duwD `qy kyvl jfnvr dy bwcy df hwk hY. kudrq ny ieh Aus dI muwZlI Kurfk df pRbMD kIqf hY pr iksy nUM kI hwk hY ik jfnvr dy bwcy dy mUMh `coN Kohx qy afp pIx df? vYsLno aKvfx vfly bhuqy pKMzIaF ny aMn Cwz ky duwD nUM ahfr bxf riKaf hY pr ieh nhIN smJdy ik duwD vI mfs df inwqiraf hoieaf qwq hY. iPr vYsLno ikvyN hoey?
“myry jigafsU bwcy, isDFq smJx dI kosLsL kro. buinafdI isDFq ieh hY ik Auh Kfxf mwq KfE, ijs nfl qn nUM qklIP hovy qy ijs nfl mn ivc ivkfr pYdf huMdy hox. ivkfr mn dy sLwqrU hn. Kfx nfl, pihnx nfl jF ieMdiraF dy hor rs ks Bogx nfl jy mn ivc ivkfr pYdf huMdy hn qy mwq KotI huMdI hY; aijhf Bojn hrigjL nhIN krnf cfhIdf. ivkfr ivcfrF nUM gMDlf krdy hn, gMDly ivcfrF nfl isRsLtI df ivhfr gMDlf huMdf hY. bfkI sB gwlF arQhIx qy bymqlb hn.”
“jigafsU bwcy suxdYN?”
“jI hjLUr, suxdF myry mflk, bhuq iDafn nfl suxdF.”
“kdy kdy dunIaF dI bysurI qy byqflI BIV ivc mn bhuq duKI huMdf hY. Aus idn vI ievyN hoieaf. Aus idn dUr AuWcIaF hrIaF BrIaF vfdIaF ivc myrf mn ikDry guafcf hoieaf sI. mY aMdro bfhroN srUiraf hoieaf sF. myry kMnf ivc iksy anhd nfd dI guMjfr sI. lgdf sI ijvyN koeI vIxf `qy bsMq- bhfr dIaF suurF CyV irhf hovy, koiel vFg isqfr `qy kfnVy dI lMmI mINz kwZ irhf hovy jF iPr jlqrMg `qy ibrhf-ivXog ivc gunklI dIaF DunF AuWBr rhIaF hox pr myrI surq AuWKV geI,
“Tihro” mY qVp ky afiKaf. bysurI BIV myry duafly `kwTI ho geI.
“ieh kI pey krdy ho, ikEN sLor pfieaf hY?
“sLor? ieh qYnUM sLor lgdY? afrqI krdy hF afrqI, Bgvfn dI afrqI?” kwTIaF avfjLF AuWBrIaF. mYnUM lwgf ijvyN Auh bolx dIaF nhIN BONkx dIaF avfjLF hox.
“kurfhy pey Bgq jno, ieh afrqI Bgvfn dI afrqI nhIN ho skdI.”
“lE sux lE, hor Bgvfn dI afrqI ikvyN huMdI hY?” bysurIaF avfjLF iPr AuWBrIaF.
“prmysLr dy ipafirE, jLrf surq nfl dyKo, sUKm ibrqI nfl anBv kro: sfrf bRhmMz Ausdf Qfl hY, cMd sUrj Aus Qfl ivc dIvy hn aqy smUh qfrf mMzl moqIaF vFg soBf dy irhf hY. DrqI dI sfrI bnfspqI Aus leI sugMDI bKyr rhI hY, cMdn dy ibRCF nUM Coh ky af rhI pOx Aus leI cOr peI krdI hY. ies qrHF Aus Bgvfn dI afrqI ho rhI hY. quhfzI DUp dIp qy hor sfrI smwgrI sB kuJ ivarQ hY, ieh idKfvf hY, ieh pKMz hY.
“pr smy df gyV vyKo afrqI iPr vI EvyN dI EvyN ho rhI hY. awj vI ho rhI hY.”
“pr myry mflk, TIk qy glq df inrxf ikvyN hovy?”
“qUM TIk afKdYN, myry bwcy, hr QF rlgz hoeI peI hY. hr mwq, hr vrg ivc ByKI-pKMzI bhuq vwzI igxqI ivc PYly hoey hn. smfj qy BfeIcfry dy vrq vrqfry ivc vI TwgI mfrn qy iTwbI lfAux dI Bfvnf pRDfn hY. Drm dy nF `qy kUV dIaF dukfnF cwl rhIaF hn, vpfr ho irhf hY, jnqf BolI hY, luwtI jf rhI hY. hr Xug ivc, hr mwq, hr Drm df ieh duKFq hY. pr koeI jfnvr sLyr dI Kwl pihnky sLyr nhIN bx jFdf, sLyr qF sLyr huMdf hY, sLyrF dy vwg nhIN huMdy, lflF dIaF aflUaF vFg borIaF nhIN BrIaF huMdIaF. acfrhIn, ivcfrhIn qy ikrdfrhIn ByKIaF ny hr mwq, hr vrg dI, hr Xug ivc bhuq hfnI kIqI hY.”
“myry gurUdyv, Xfd afAuNdIaF ny ieqhfs dIaF Auh GtnfvF; jdoN iksy `qy koeI axhoey dosL lf ky, iksy nUM sUlI `qy tMigaf igaf, iksy nUM jLihr df ipaflf pIx leI mjbUr kIqf, qrHF qrHF dy qsIhy idwqy gey, anykF nUM kql kIqf igaf; myry sfihb, myry mwq CotI hY, myrI smJ `c nhIN af irhf ik aijhy jrvfixaF dI BIV ivcoN qUM ikvyN bcdf irhYN, qyry kol kI hiQafr sn?”
“qrk qy dlIl, scfeI qy svYivsLvfs ijMLdgI dy sB qoN vwzy hiQafr hn. gosLtI ivcfr df somf hY. gosLtIaF ivwcoN igafn dy gihr gMBIr iswty inkldy hn. idrVH ierfdf qy svYivsvfsL ivc ijwq dy ngfiraF dI gUMj huMdI hY. ieho myry hiQafr sn; iesy kfrn myrIaF gosLtIaF sPl huMdIaF rhIaF; myrI ivcfrDfrf dy ierd igrd lukfeI juVdI rhI. myrI ivcfrDfrf df pMQ bx igaf.”
“myry gurUdyv, surg nrk aqy dfn-puMn bfry vI bhuq kuJ sunx nUM imldY, ies bfry vI soJI bKsLo?
“nrk surg dy ivarQ dy Jmyly hn myry bwcy, luwtx-Twgx, gMumrfh krn dIaF gwlF hn. nrk df zrfvf qy surg df lflc dy ky dfn dksLxf btorn vfly ivhlVF dIaF PYlfeIaF hoeIaF hn. jMmx qoN lY ky mrn qwk dIaF rsmF df jfl iviCaf hoieaf hY. hr rsm srfl vFg dfn leI mUMh awzI KVHI hY. dunIaF df sLfied hI koeI ivakqI ies jfl qoN bc sikaf hovy. afiKaf ieh jFdf hY ik ijLMdgI `c puMn dfn iewQy kro Pl mOq ipwCoN surg ivc imlygf. nhIN qF nrkF dI awg ivc pYxf pvygf. iesy BMblBUsy ivc ivhlVF dIaF mOjF bxIaF hoeIaF hn.
“dIrG ivcfr dI gwl ieh hY myry ipafry ik ijLMdgI dy ivafpk psfry ivc kudrq ny kuJ qwqF dy adBuq myl nfl mnuwKI srIr df ZFcf iqafr kIqf hY. smy nfl iewk nf iewk idn ieh anoKf ZFcf jLrjLrf ho ky ibKr jfxY. kudrq dy ivDfn ivc ivkfs vI ho irhf hY, ivnfs vI ho irhf hY. jnm vI hY, mOq vI hY, koeI vsqU siQr qy sdIvI nhIN. ijLMdgI df aMq kI hY? qwqF df ibKr jfxf. pfxI pfxI `c iml igaf, awg awg `c iml geI, pOx pOx `c iml geI[[[. jdoN srIr ivcoN qwqF df sUKm ZFcf ibKr ky qIlf qIlf ho igaf, qwq qwqF `c iml gey, duK suK anBv krn vflI cyqnf iksy mhF cyqn sLkqI ivc aByd ho geI, iPr ihsfb ikqfb iks nfl kIqf jfvygf? nrk dy duwK qy surg dy suK Bogx df lyKf joKf iks nfl kIqf jfvygf? iks qwq nfl kIqf jfvygf?
“ies dy nfl imldI juldI iewk gwl hor sux- XugF bfry. XugF bfry bhuq BulyKy pfey gey hn. sqXug, qRyqf, duafpr, klXug dIaF gwlF bhuq PYlfeIaF geIaF hn. dysLF dIaF srhwdF vFg ieMnHF dI sImF qy Aumr vI inscq kIqI geI hY. ieh sB BulyKy hn. ipRQvI `qy kdy vI aYsf smf nhIN afieaf jdoN sB pfsy cMgf hI cMgf, iewk sfr qy iewk rs hoieaf hovy, nf hI kdy aijhf smf afieaf hY jdoN burf hI burf hoieaf hovy. cMigafeIaF buirafeIaF hr Xug ivc qy hr smy huMdIaF rhIaF hn qy hr smy huMdIaF rihxgIaF. asl ivc ieh mn dI avsQf hY. jy cMgI hY qF sqXug, jy mfVI hY qF klXug.
“myry gurUdyv, mY puwCxf cfhuMdf hF ik mnuwK kI hY aqy ies dIaF nYqk loVF kI hn?
“myry vqs, kudrq ny mnuwK nUM isRsLtI dIaF sfrIaF jIv-jUnF qoN AuWqm sUJ-smJ dI dfq idwqI hY. ieh qmfm jUnF df srdfr hY; iPr vI ies nUM mukMml hox leI iksy suMdr siBafcfr, inrml sdfcfr qy sicafrI jIvnjfc dI loV hY. sLuwD acfr, sLuwD ivhfr qy sLuwD ikrdfr vfly mnuwKqf dy asl pFDI hn.
“ipafry jigafsU, Auh ijMdVIaF ikMnIaF ipafrIaF hn; ijMnHF dIaF socF ivc koml qy klfmeI sUrjI ikrnf dI ksIdfkfrI huMdI hY; jo sMjm, suihrd qy sihXogI Bfvnf nfl Bry hoey hn aqy ijMnHF dI hr ikiraf ivwcoN gIq-sMgIq vrgy mfhOl dI AusfrI huMdI hY.”
“isafxf Auh hY; jo smy qy siQqI dy iSsLsLtfcfr dI kdr krdf hY; Aus ansfr bdln qy Zln dI dlyrI aqy ilafkq rKdf hY. smy qy siQqI dI kuTflI `c ZlLky hI sonf iksy suMdrI dy glL df hfr bxdf hY.
“pr ies qoN ibnf hor vI bhuq kuJ hY: quhfzf ichrf quhfzy aMqsLkrx dI qsvIr hY, ies nUM mYlI nf hox idE, afpxI muskRfht sdf swjrI rwKo. quhfzIaF cFdI vrgIaF socF ivwcoN inkly afsvMd huMgfry nfl keIaF dy nsIb bdly jf skdy hn; keIaF dy KMBF ivc qIKxqf af skdI hY.
“myry jigafsU bwcy, ies gwl leI sdf sfvDfn rho ik isafxf hoxf bhuq cMgI gwl hY pr afpxy afp nUM isafxf smJxf bhuq mfVI gwl hY. iesy qrHF ijLMdgI dy hr Kyqr ivc mhfn hoxf, ivdvfn hoxf, guxvfn hoxf jF Dnvfn hoxf, sfrIaF gwlF mhfn hn pr ieMnHf pRqI gumfn krnf bhuq igrfvt dI gwl hY.
“ieh vI Xfd rwKo ik musLklF qy musIbqF ijMLdgI dIaF Ausqfd hn, ieMnHf qoN Auprfm nf hovo; sMGrsL duafrf hI hMZxsfr pRfpqIaF pwly pYNdIaF hn. jy sfrI DrqI guilsqfn nhIN bxf skdy qF kuJ kMzy htf dyxy vI mfnXog pRfpqI hY. kI hoieaf jy ipafry dy gl ivc PuwlF df hfr nhIN pf swky, Aus nUM quhfzIaF awKF `c zlHkdy byvs hMJUaF dI kdr hY. afpxIaF plkF nUM afKo, sdf sucyq rihx, kI pqY Auh kdoN af jfvy, supinaF dy sudfgr bhuqI AuzIk nhIN krdy.
“hor sux, XQfrQ qoN kdy pfsf nf vwto, idKfvf nf kro, idKfvy df kIqf pUjf pfT, lfey hoey lMgr, kIqf hoieaf dfn-puMn ipafry dIaF njLrF ivc ieh kuJ vI pRvfn nhIN huMdf.
“myry jigafsU ipafry, myrI afKrI gwl Guwt ky pwly bMnH lvIN, ieh gwl ik mn dy toey itwby Zfh ky, kUV-kuswq dI mYlL lfh ky, gMgf dy inrml nIr vrgf inrCl qy inrmfx hox, ipafry dI rjLf ivc rfjLI rihx aqy hr pRfxI nUM ipafr krn dI avsQf hI sicafry hox dI avsQf hY aqy sMpUrn mnuwK hox df mfrg hY.”
(pusqk “isru nIvF kir dyKu” ivcoN)

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